I remembered when the clock striked 12 on this date,
last year I used another guy trying to forget your presence.
And so this year, I got myself alone.
No one here to tell me what is the right choice, only left myself to choose the path.
So was it the right path? I am lost too.

I guess I didnt disappoint you,
since you and me chosen not to be a whole stranger situation, therefore I am working hard towards our target.
I know it gonna be tough for me indeed, however I rather put in the effort in trying than facing the facts that I am out of your world.

At least before I give up anything, I know I should refrain.
If not, things will go haywire.
The promise, I kept inside my heart and locked it up.
I just uncertain if I am able to do so, because if I used three years to love you, I should be using three years to forget you.
However, the fact is I can only keep saying and not really doing it.

It is not the first I dreamt of you,
but after so long till this dream came,
does it own a meaning??
Or just simply pity me??

Three years aint short, of course not that long too.
It able to change lots of things, but can it really change the heart?
Instead, I am using myself to prove this saying.
Prove to myself that my true love trampled by a guy I loved,
but he did gave me smile, it was just that my saddness were more than happiness.

The sky I have been looking at, intend to drifting apart from me.
I unable to hold it tight, because the tighter I hold onto, the more it wanted to escape.
I might be rational, but aint hard hearted.