Tuesday, March 31, 2009

DAPHNE gotten her best birthday present,
someone returned, back to her side..
Just on time when DAPHNE is weak,
when she wasnt in her best condition,
someone came back and kept her accompany..
DAPHNE is not making use of someone,
she is really happy and relieved when she saw that someone..
=D

Whenever a story ended, a new one will start..
Even though both of us are clear that it is impossible for us to be together,
but deep inside our heart, we are still deceiving..
I learnt that crying is not the best method to settle problems,
I learnt that when I met difficulties, there are always someone behind me..
With all this, I got over him!!
=D

女孩的故事并没有结束,
她只是按照自己的理智,放下罢了。
她不会再哭泣,因为解决不了事情,
她不会再执着,因为已经决定。
女孩现在只能再次等待,
等着幸福来敲开她的心门。

Super sweet of Xiujing,
she edited my story and gave me her best blessing..
Of course to my Jessica dear and Jordan honey,
called me and message me if I am alright..
Slience make the real conversation between real friends,
not the saying is the no need to said that counts..

Something I should fight for or maybe argue for,
but I didnt tell him anything..
I knew his story quite well, but he didnt even want to ask about mine..
I need assurance too, maybe even more than him
but I think it is useless for me to argue over this anymore..
As I know, everyone will have their own style of relationship,
why should I make him guilty??
I am not this kind of person..

"jio him out one on one!!"
This sentence that can make me laugh like insane,
whenever someone say this, my mood will turn great..
Or maybe when this sentence is said by that only one..
I simply just need this will do,
this will be enough to turn my mood..
=D

笑容的背后,藏着痛苦。
眼泪的背后,藏着故事。
一段刻骨铭心的爱情,
一个永恒不变的约定,
即便流星无法允诺心愿,
但是,满足却是最大的收获。
如果只学会占有,就不能明白知足。。。

Sunday, March 29, 2009

With the help of show,
I managed to deceive myself to cry..
It seems that I should not cry,
as I expected the outcome long ago..
However,
if I didnt cried, does that means I didnt like him as much as I expected??
How I hope it is the way..
I should stop here and wont continue anymore..
My purpose is not to attract attention,
just to tell friends that care for me..

地球是圆的,绕完了一圈,又会回到原点。
两个有缘份的人,往着反方向行走,
绕了一圈后,自然会又遇上。
两个没缘份的人,往相同的方向行走,
无论怎么努力,都不可能会有遇上的机会。

What shouldnt be said,
I have tried to say..
What shouldnt be done,
I have tried to stop..
What shouldnt be continue,
I have tried to forget..

女孩倒追男孩的故事,又再一次的,失败了。
女孩跟在男孩的后面,等着他转过身看一看自己,
但是,男孩只顾着往前走,根本没注意到女孩
尽管有多累,女孩还是继续跟在后面,
可是,他们都忘了,命运正在看着他们。
有一天,男孩也累了,坐下来时,终于看见了女孩
男孩女孩聊得也很愉快,女孩以为自己能和男孩在一起了!
不过,她忘记了,男孩只是累了而不是注意到她。
不久后,男孩女孩说了‘再见’。
他们是没缘份的两人,因为从一开始,他们都是往同一个方向行走,
一个走,一个追,
但是女孩永远都不可能追到,不可能遇上男孩。。。

Another love story added into my collection,
when situation happen on others, I could act normal,
but when it happen on myself,
I hardly able to convince myself by all sort of reasons..

I trapped myself back to my past,
not only because my birthday is coming soon,
when I am willing to walk out,
I got hurt again..
It is really too cold for me handle,
too cold for me to endure..
Therefore, I could only turn back to rational..

我的笑容不能代表我的心,
我的理智不能战胜我的情感。
过于坚强的掩饰,伤心时就会更痛苦。

Saturday, March 28, 2009

你寧願作她一輩子的好朋友,
還是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友?



原来,幸福是不可能完整。。
17岁的时候,我希望让妳幸福,
27岁的时候,我只能祝妳幸福。

In same situation, it happened..
But I will change the sentence, and tell YiQiang..
七年前,我想和你在一起,
七年后,我想看着你飞。

*complicated feelings*

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

DAPHNE IS SOOOOO HAPPY NOW!!!!
=DDDD

Yesterday, spent my time outside,
spent my time with my very first god-son..
Or should say, our first god-son..
YUP!!
Mine and YiQiang's..

First piece of Good News is:
I am going to become god-mother again..
Alice is pregnant again!!
She might be young in age, but mature in everything..
She is the most fortune and happy woman in the world,
a sentence that she often say..

Two years ago, the first time I saw Alice,
she might not be nice that time,
but now.. Both us of are like sisters..
=DDD
And I am her children, god-mother..

Second piece of Good News is:
YiQiang is coming BACK!!!!!
He should be coming back to celebrate Calvin's birthday only,
but he need to reservice too,
therefore.. He will be staying here for quite a long time..
=DDD

No worries, I am very clear that he is engaged and I have someone in my heart..
Just like before, just like the past..
I simply wanting to return back to the past,
back to those times that I smile and speak without thinking..
No evil thoughts, nothing to care,
so innocent, so sweet..

I guess when YiQiang is back, stay beside me,
I will cherish every moment with him..
Someone is waiting for his return,
while I am waiting for someone answer..
So coincidence, and I love this kind of coincidence!!

爱你,不用说出口,
因为你一定知道我的心。
已经好好地把它安置在心里的最深处,
无论是谁,都触摸不到。

*saw Sing Ning at Yew Tee*

Monday, March 23, 2009

Wish upon the STARS..
351..

Everyone is now on their way down another path..
And I am still stuck here,
waiting for someone to hold me tight,
and walk together..
I guess.. it wont take much time..

With a very simple reason,
I still LIKE my Mr.Right..
No matter how long he let me waited,
I still LIKE him..
Not sure had it queue to the word, "LOVE",
but I am sure, he can be the one..

If 100 stars can grant a wish,
I just hope to take the whole box of stars,
exchange one wish..
Just like a little girl, hoping miracle will happen..
Turning 19 soon and yet still believe in all this..
*haix*

March is going to end and April is coming soon..
I isnt upset over the memories,
in fact, I felt pretty happy..
Because of those memories, I grown up..
Because of those memories, I changed..
Because of those memories, I turned rational..
Because I loved, therefore I know how to cherish..

*lucky*

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I seriously do not have enough sleep!!!
Even though I got home 5plus this morning,
but I woke up in the middle of nowhere,
tossing here and there on my bed,
just couldnt let myself get into sleep..
Not sure what time I slept,
but the last time I looked at my handphone,
was 6.30am..
However, I woke up at 8.30am sharp!!!
So, I cant get into sleep anymore..

Yesterday, I was just back to secondary school life..
Stayed over at Jordan's house,
played games, watched shows, chit chatting..
Just like the past!!!
=DDD
Gave Jessica her belated birthday present,
that dumb Jordan, actually leak out about the present to Jessica!!!
*argh*
STUPID, DUMB, Jordan!!!
No surprise, but hope Jessica still like the present..
=DD

I will be going to a cocktail party later at night..
One of YiQiang's friend got engaged, therefore I am invited..
I will tried my very best to resist my temptation of alcohol,
for my health and for everyone that care and concern for me..
=DD

I started to believe the pharse,
"LOVE IS BLIND"
Maybe it hasnt happen on me, therefore I hardly to believe it now..
You can still love the guy who hurt you the most,
and you know he will still hurt you,
but you dun mind..
I will start grumble about 'him' not taking actions first,
but if we happen to be together,
I will let 'him' do whatever he wants..
Can this consider as "LOVE IS BLIND"??

我说不出口,说不出要他给我个承诺。
不但是他会怕,我也很害怕自己做不到。
为什么每段恋情,都要如此煎熬呢?
为什么就得在脑海里想过一遍才肯做呢?
理智第一,感情第二。
真的是这样吗?

All I ask for, is just 'his' first move..
Am I greedy?
I am confused too..
Will 'he' even care how I turned out to be??
The only thing I can confirm will be,
'he' is still in my HEART..

*无动于衷*

Friday, March 20, 2009

Day 3 - Recombinant DNA Technologies (A224) @ W56H-B
Day 2 - Biochemistry (A223) @ W56H-B
Day 1 - Microbiology (A221) @ W56H-B
Day 4 - Applied Chemistry I (A201) @ W56H-B


My class for next semester..
I scared will forget, so post here..
=DD
See all those science term stuff,
will wants my life for the next 32weeks in school..
It will be memorize, memorize, memorize..
In Jordan's view, will be..
If you are interested in something, you wont find it tiring,
in fact.. it will be a happy thing to do..

Science wasnt my best subject in my secondary school life..
I once wanted to get NIE to teach chinese,
but end up..
Because I failed my english,
so I am now in RP..
But I enjoy my life in RP too!!!
With cliques, school stuff..
It is another route in life,
I could even remember, when we are in secondary school,
Jessica, Jordan, Manyu, Qiuling and me,
all discussing on going the same school,
take the same course.. (except for Jordan)

But now, all separated..
I must say, due to the high technology,
all of us are still able to keep in contact..
Especially with my 'LaoPo' Jessica and 'Honey' Jordan..
hahahha..
=DDD

Going out later, to get something and library..
Should be bathing at this time,
but I am still blogging..
Since going Jordan's house at 7pm,
then delay abit, never mind..
=DD
Jessica also not feeling well,
end up, also not sure going Jordan's house ma..

If waiting is really my destiny,
how I hope the time wont be too long..
I just waited for one and a half day,
and I start to grumble le..
TSK TSK TSK..
Couldnt be like this,
I will tried my best to divert away my attention..

*not suffering but waiting*

Thursday, March 19, 2009

幸福不灭 - 罗志祥

没原因 就是喜欢你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 让心动隐形
完美的爱情 是无声的旋律
听 我听你 不确定的语气
等 我等你 放下你的犹豫
嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白 你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音
没原因 就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情
你前进 看着你背影
就足够世界 无条件 的放晴
你 如果已 爱上他的姓名
爱 如果已 没有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永远开心
我会情愿 渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe 那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因
Oh~ I believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

Surprisingly, I wasnt SAD or CRY..
Because I HATE crying, HATE to sad..
However, there are no reasons for me to do so too,
in fact, I felt contented..
CRAZY??
This was what Shawn said about me..

Just right after I hang up phone with Jordan,
I contact someone who I should have called long ago,
I must really thanks the high technology now!!
It made me able to see YOU so fast,
heard YOUR voice in few minutes time..
"You looks thinner, didnt eat?"
YOUR every first sentence..

It wasnt a long chat, as I could heard what "SHE" said..
If there was something for me to feel SAD about,
will be.. YOU are no longer beside me, from long ago..
YOU didnt even blame me of letting go our relationship,
YOU still smile and told me to go for it,
YOU are concern about my health over and over again..
And all I can do, is only look forward!!

Ok..
I fast-forward the confession day,
was it success or failure??
I am confused too..
No matter what, this was something I expected before I confess,
therefore, I had also made a decision before I confess..
I am willing to wait and see,
when will I give up, surely not on my birthday itself..
Too much for me to handle..

*I am not SAD*

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

孤单心事----蓝又时

雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来
比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验
还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天
我常常会梦见

我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

我在你的心里
有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现
我还是在你身边
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

I fall in love on this particular song..
Nowadays, my life just got back to those days,
listen every sentence of lyrics in every song..
And I found that this song can really describe my feelings for now..
=DD

Should I await for that day??
Or should I get prepared of what reply I will get for that day??
Seriously, I think.. It isnt a problem anymore..
It is a 50/50,
is either YES or NO..
Therefore, is either I am attached or stay single..
=DD

I started to realize that,
the most important thing is,
I hold the best memories with 'him' too..
'He' might not remember as time goes by,
but I remember it, deep inside my heart will do..

*没有人不怕孤独、寂寞,
只是大家都害怕受伤害罢了。*
Therefore, we intend to build up a 'mask',
an invisible 'mask' to hide our real identity..
Once a secret is told, that is no longer a secret anymore..
I always believe, everyone have a secret kept deep inside their heart..

Okiie..
Friday is coming in less than 48 hours time..
My dearest Jessica will keep me accompany that day,
not sure if we are able to go find Jordan..
Then I will think of stay overnight at his house..
=DD
Everything will wait till Friday..

*YES or NO*

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I am in my DEAD MEAT!!!
I started to regret of deciding to CONFESS!!!
*OMG*
What should I do??
Stop all the stupid actions NOW,
or still GO ahead??

Surprisingly, no one asked me before,
if I have 'his' blog url or ever read his blog before??
So easy to get, and ya..
I read it, also read 'his' ex too..
I found myself so 贼 lo..
=(

I read their past, those memories that only belongs to them..
I could feel that both of them still hold some feelings to each other,
what make them turned out to today's situation??
Does those feelings meant good or bad??
I am confused too..
I believe 'he' is a GOOD guy,
will be nice to girlfriend, will dote her, will love her..
That is why, I can expect my success rate turn lower than I set yesterday..
~>_<~

Seriously, who do not have past??
Since it isnt first love, that means all of us had past..
You leave someone because you LOVE him/her,
is that a RIGHT way or decision??
Just simply see him/her living happily, you will feel the same too??
I had done that for twice..
Using the same old reason,
"I LOVE you too much, therefore I let you go when I know you will be happier??"

Memories are something hard to be taken away,
unless you meet an accident and lost all memories..
Placing down doesnt mean forgotten..
I used to mention about 'you' often, till I even went to memorize every single sentence you said,
but now.. I am so confused!!
Shouldnt I never change??
Or should I step forward to grab someone, beside 'you'??

"Currently, I am not ready for a relationship.."
Will this turn out to be what 'he' will reply to me??
Therefore, does it means 'he' still couldnt get over 'his' previous relationship??
I am willing to step forward now, for 'him'..
However, if I will to expect 'his' answer in the beginning, shouldnt I put it a STOP??

Okiie..
I know I am just thinking about all the negative possibilities,
what if it turn out to be a "GOOD" wan??
Therefore, it should be enough for my grumbling, enough for my venting..
"Start anew" will be in my dictionary from now on..

就算害怕,我还是不能放弃。
因为放弃,就表示我不再相信了。
我还没输,还是有机会的。
Today, updated both Jessica and Jordan in details..
At first, went to Jason's house for Mahjong,
then meet Jordan after that as Jessica going for tuition..

Shop around AMK hub,
the place that we are so familiar with..
Jordan wanted to buy the photo album at first,
but too "disfigured", so he give up..
Look at bags, also do not have his style,
but he managed to buy a T-shirt..
He didnt realize that he SHOPS alot this few times..
=DD

THANKS every DEARS!!!!!
Jessica, Jordan, SingNing, Xiujing, Cordelia..
But Jessica and Jordan made me too "excited" tonight..
Keep wanting me to do something which I am no confidence on!!!
In Jordan's view, 65% of the problem is settled,
so must continue to do till 100%..
In Jessica's view, if I could get my happiness,
she be feel very happy for me..

What should I do??
Not sure yet..
Most probably, the confession will be conducted..
It is just a matter of TIME..
Jessica hoped will have good outcome before my birthday,
I also HOPE!!!
But all these are too hard to say..
*unpredictable*

I am thinking if I will shed any tears that day,
but if I am given a clear answer,
will be better than me guessing here..
I set the day le..
Hope I have the strength to tell everyone the outcome..

The every first time I get so scared when come to confession..
It is because when people turn older,
they will intend to think more negatively..
If the same situation happened, few years ago,
I bet I wont hesitate for so long, like NOW..

*scary*

Sunday, March 15, 2009

It is easy to fall in love,
but tough to maintain the relationship..
It is so different when you fall in love and in a relationship..

I have been doing lots of silly things this few days,
from the day I decided to listen my heart,
I started to act stupid..
How would I believe in folding stars could fulfil dream??
I had really walked till the end, still go and believe all those foolish beliefs..

No one tell him, how will he ever know??
Therefore, end up..
I will stay the same..
Obviously, I am not in good condition..
Starting from tomorrow, my dad's problem, my brother's problem,
I will need to face it again..
So, I do not have enough time for him anymore!!
How I hope just let him get out of my mind for the time being..

I tried to walk out from my memories,
the memories that tied me up..
Will you doing the same too??
Just keep every single thing deep inside heart..
谢谢你,让我爱过!
I learnt from my lesson,
know how to cherish and handle it better..

他并没有走出他的过去,
所以,就算我想走进他的心,
他也不会接受。。。

Friday, March 13, 2009

I should stop going chalet unless necessary..
Didnt sleep is already a BIG matter,
drink too much also another..
I drank one bottle of vodka and half bottle of chivas in my 4days of chalet..
Highest record!!!
And I act smart went to mix vodka and chivas together,
end up..I PUKED!!!
=.=

Just ended my chalet and went down to meet Xiujing and gang for pool..
I could walk STRAIGHT!!!
So proud of myself,
just that my throat have all those acidic stuffs trapped inside,
and my gastric hurt too..
My doctor will sure NAG at me when I go to see him..
=PP

I nearly missed the bus as I lean against the pole with closed eyes,
but I didnt..
However, I seriously wasnt in my best condition,
because I couldnt saw the green man turns to red,
thus I walked forward..
Luckily, my music stopped and I could hear the car horn,
it all happened within a few second..
It was really, LIFE or DEATH in one second..
Foolish but the first thought that appears in my mind was,
"why the car didnt hit me??"
Just a stupid thought..

借酒消愁,愁更愁!!
I closed my eyes and stop all the guessing..
Thanks Xiujing dear, what she trying to do for me today..
Thank you!!
I seriously can learn how to STOP placing my feelings on him,
just back to square one again..
I have tried it before,
even though this time might be tougher than previous..
It seems so funny for me to wait for him to turn his head back,
I should learn from my lesson and not continuing fall into the same trap..

Just let me believe miracles or stars can fulfil my dream again,
I will start waiting till my birthday,
if not, GIVE UP will be the words in my dictionary..
Which means there are still more than 30 days left,
how I hope feelings will fade away by itself within this period of time..
A deal that set by myself, placed inside my heart..

*I like the view*

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I HATE the coincidence!!!!
I rather stay the same than making me so terrible now..
Why will it happened so similar like hers??
Just simply HATE it!!!!

Reached chalet yesterday at 8plus at the night,
guys started on BBQ-ing,
girls playing Mahjong inside..
While me, serving drinks around..
Just look like a domestic helper = 'MAID'..
But seriously, I dun feel anything to grumble for,
as most the guys serve me foods too..
Still peel off the prawn shell for me, so NICE..

Until around 10plus, after I had finished one cup of vodka,
Shawn asked me to play Mahjong..
I am tipsy, but I didnt do anything silly!!!
Still able to win $5 plus, dunno if those guys give in to me or I really so PRO..
=PP

Most of girls started to go sleep,
while those couples go SWEET SWEET..
And me, walked out to the park,
of cos, Shawn and a few of his friends accompany me along..
That stupid Shawn make fun of me,
he said something that I will never forgot even I am tipsy!!
"You rather fall in love on someone who dun have you in heart,
than accepting someone who is willing to keep you in his heart?"
*hahaha*
AGREED!!!
Why will I rather choose a guy who wont fall in love on me,
than choosing a guy who have me in his heart??
*COMPLICATION*

All moments vanished when I received my mother's call this morning..
I will need to accompany my father down to the hospital,
which made me so scared on my way back home..
Luckily, it wasnt a big matter unless it infected again..
Finally able to place down a stone on my shoulders,
but it still didnt reduce the weight of burdens I have been carried..

In a second, there is really LIFE and DEATH..
I was at the A&E just now, and I saw this man pushed in with his head bleeding,
and mouth cover with the oxygen mask..
Didnt wan myself to puke early morning, so turned my head off..
This is a common scene in hospital,
if there is death, there will also be life..
Babies borne, people die..
A cycle that every human will come across..

I am glad to see myself stood up again,
I will simply find more strength to support myself in this path..
So, I am now trapped at home,
be an obedient little girl till tomorrow..maybe??

*not everything can wait, NOW or NEVER*

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I am now back to CHALET again..
OMG!!!
I seems to have lots of chalets,
just came back from one and now another..
I hope to find perfect moments here too,
which is mostly IMPOSSIBLE??

The more I tried not to think of,
the more all images appeared..
I thought I have bad memory??
Why will I still able to remember every single thing,
so clear and new in my mind..
Does it means I had fallen into the TRAP??

Will be heading down to Aloha Loyang later,
not sure if I will stay over,
but staying at home will think more..
Therefore, still making decisions for the time being..

Maybe Mahjong can divert my attention??
So later in chalet will be,
Mahjong and Liquor all the way..
Hope I really could have FUN..

Monday, March 9, 2009

Firstly,
HAPPII 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER and FRIEND,
JESSICA NG!!!!!!!!!!!!

The girl I have known since Secondary 2 till now..
Year 2004 to now Year 2009..
And I strongly believe that our friendship will last till the both of us are married, also wont end,
which means it still have 10 years down the road??
*hahaha*
=DD

This year, she has her loved one right beside with her,
not sure if she wished to meet her Mr.Right for the past several years,
and it actually granted her wish..
So this year, I wil also try to wish too..
See if it will grant me too??
Cos my birthday is around the corner too..
(actually, still got more than a month)
Hope the luck that bless Jessica will come to me lo..
=PP

Should STOP talking about whoever from now onwards..
WHY??
Cos I need to leave some courage or strength for the most worst outcome..
Even though I started to think of every single reason,
but I guess Krystl was right!!
It might just becos I interacted more, so I will have the feelings back..
Is it becos I am too sensitive therefore, I will intend to give up early,
when I sense something different??
It shouldnt be the way, cos "giving up" is not suitable for DAPHNE NG..

I wont think so much before I fall any deeper..
Everyone can tell me the same, old sentence,
but I could only convince myself by my own reason..
Which means,
it will be harder for me to move on further..

*SECRET*
Something that I will kept inside my heart till the day,
you open it..
I locked up by my rational and pride..
You didnt open your heart for me too,
so lets be fair..

*certain words should meant to be unsaid*

Sunday, March 8, 2009

DAPHNE is back from CHALET..
=DD
Seriously, ii am having fun with cliques there..
Whether anot, does it relate to my 'best moment'!!
=PP
Surprisingly, no photos were taken..
No one claim to take photos,
so no PICTURES..

*FIRST DAY*
ii reached Pasir Ris quite late,
all of them will like waiting den feel so guilty..
=PP
When all reached, walked down to Costa Sand..
Register, take key, clear the floor, place our bags,
Until around 3plus den we were done..
Played Geraldine's pathetic small Mahjong tiles,
Dominic keep claim to play with money..

Xiujing was so hungry at around 5plus,
where Cordelia, Krystl and Sikai not reach yet..
At last, head down to E-hub have our dinner..
The noodle dun taste NICE lo!!!
So bland, after adding the chilli oso onlii got the taste of chilli..

Headed back to chalet, bath, watched tv..
Channel U going to show "SHUTTER" and all of them intended to watch la!!
So ii was like closing my eyes and ears for the whole night,
den Xiujing's boyfriend came and look for her lo..
*so sweet*
Finished my vodka vanilla and few mouths of mixed vodka,
no much effect..
So after watching, went to eat at MAC,
den walked to the beach..
The moon was so NICE lo!!!

Mahjong and Cards to keep ourselves awake,
and ii realized not onlii when tipsy den ii keep smiling,
when ii do not have enough sleep,
ii will oso keep smiling la!!!
=DDD
The sky turn from dark to bright,
where Xiujing decided to learn how to cycle,
so took the bicycle out to the carpark..
Until around 8plus went back to the chalet,
so TIRED!!!

*SECOND DAY*
Waked Yanting and Cordelia up,
to let mii, Xiujing, Krsytl and Sikai sleep..
But slept down at 10am and woke up at 11am,
where ii am like shivering the whole 1 hour,
until Sikai keep asking if ii am cold..
Cos mii and Sikai shared the blanket..
He unable to sleep and was like so TIRED le la..

Played Mahjong for awhile, den head down to MAC again..
With onlii mii, Krsytl, Sikai and Godric..
BBQ is going to start when we head back to chalet,
but.. it RAINS!!!
*argh*
Luckily, until 4plus the rain stopped,
so can start the BBQ..

Eat and Eat and Eat,
Play and Play and Play..
Wanted to watch 'ai jiu zhai yi qi',
den Sikai so pathetic, slept on the stairs la..
Bath again, at first intended to sleep,
but it was so energetic after the bath,
so Mahjong again..

Drank more than half a cup of pure vodka and few mouths of Xiujing's,
she had her own mixture of vodka,
and seriously, it taste GREAT!!!
Therefore, ii am tipsy..
But ii knew what ii am doing, just tat couldnt walk straight..
=PP
The last slip of vodka, ii drank too fast so feel like puking..
Xiujing also felt giddy, but we still walked to E-Hub..

At first, Xiujing wanted to play pool or bowling,
but we head up to cinema,
found out that Xiujing didnt bring her IC, so unable to watch movie..
At last, she and her boyfriend wanted to head home,
the remaining people, decided to watch HORROR movie!!!

ii muz be too tipsy tat ii took out my money and passed to the guys to buy tickets..
ii so damn scared and still agreed to watch la!!!
End up, ii was like leaning on Sikai's shoulder,
and so SWEET of him will warn mii not to open my eyes..
ii remember ii said a sentence before the movie started,
‘就算我眼睛听不到,可是我的耳朵看得到’
Sikai burst out laughing la!!!

Went back chalet, mii and Sikai sleep lo..
Until today morning, which we were checking out soon..
After checking out, went to eat MAC again!!
Finally, able to go home after playing arcade..
HOME SWEET HOME..

That were how ii spent my times in chalet,
something couldnt be writen here, so ii will write in my diary..
=DD
Outing will be organise again with W25F!!!