孤单心事----蓝又时

雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来
比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验
还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天
我常常会梦见

我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

我在你的心里
有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现
我还是在你身边
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

I fall in love on this particular song..
Nowadays, my life just got back to those days,
listen every sentence of lyrics in every song..
And I found that this song can really describe my feelings for now..
=DD

Should I await for that day??
Or should I get prepared of what reply I will get for that day??
Seriously, I think.. It isnt a problem anymore..
It is a 50/50,
is either YES or NO..
Therefore, is either I am attached or stay single..
=DD

I started to realize that,
the most important thing is,
I hold the best memories with 'him' too..
'He' might not remember as time goes by,
but I remember it, deep inside my heart will do..

*没有人不怕孤独、寂寞，
只是大家都害怕受伤害罢了。*
Therefore, we intend to build up a 'mask',
an invisible 'mask' to hide our real identity..
Once a secret is told, that is no longer a secret anymore..
I always believe, everyone have a secret kept deep inside their heart..

Okiie..
Friday is coming in less than 48 hours time..
My dearest Jessica will keep me accompany that day,
not sure if we are able to go find Jordan..
Then I will think of stay overnight at his house..
=DD
Everything will wait till Friday..

*YES or NO*