July 22nd, the fourth.

All thanks to your friends, I hardly able to forget the day, or rather I dun want myself to realise that the day drawing near.
I know it ain't you the one who asked them to do so, they are just unconvinced that we were apart, they just hope for a miracle.
Never realized that we couldn't be like how we were four years back,
I guess even you knew it long ago.

You told me, there is always a position for me beside you.
but do you know I am so afraid to be by someone side now?
I am confused too.
Why must I doubt myself?
Funny eh?!

差一点我们可能就会步入红毯，
差一点我们可能就会白头到老，
差一点我们可能就会幸福快乐，
全部。。。都是差一点

我很少落泪，
因为我觉得眼泪不能化解我心里的痛。
我很少悲伤，
因为我觉得伤心似乎不适合我的个性。
我很少诉苦，
因为我觉得自己的伤悲不需要被知道。

但是，
原来我只是找不到。
我也好像，无力寻找了。

有你的四年，我被你保护着。
没有你的四年，我得学会保护自己。
被你爱着的九年，我更明白爱情。
抛弃你的爱的九年，我忘记了爱情的感觉。

我没有了你，所以更要懂得欢乐。

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY~~