I seriously do not have enough sleep!!!

Even though I got home 5plus this morning,

but I woke up in the middle of nowhere,

tossing here and there on my bed,

just couldnt let myself get into sleep..

Not sure what time I slept,

but the last time I looked at my handphone,

was 6.30am..

However, I woke up at 8.30am sharp!!!

So, I cant get into sleep anymore..

Yesterday, I was just back to secondary school life..

Stayed over at Jordan's house,

played games, watched shows, chit chatting..

Just like the past!!!

=DDD

Gave Jessica her belated birthday present,

that dumb Jordan, actually leak out about the present to Jessica!!!

*argh*

STUPID, DUMB, Jordan!!!

No surprise, but hope Jessica still like the present..

=DD

I will be going to a cocktail party later at night..

One of YiQiang's friend got engaged, therefore I am invited..

I will tried my very best to resist my temptation of alcohol,

for my health and for everyone that care and concern for me..

=DD

I started to believe the pharse,

"LOVE IS BLIND"

Maybe it hasnt happen on me, therefore I hardly to believe it now..

You can still love the guy who hurt you the most,

and you know he will still hurt you,

but you dun mind..

I will start grumble about 'him' not taking actions first,

but if we happen to be together,

I will let 'him' do whatever he wants..

Can this consider as "LOVE IS BLIND"??

我说不出口，说不出要他给我个承诺。

不但是他会怕，我也很害怕自己做不到。

为什么每段恋情，都要如此煎熬呢？

为什么就得在脑海里想过一遍才肯做呢？

理智第一，感情第二。

真的是这样吗？

All I ask for, is just 'his' first move..

Am I greedy?

I am confused too..

Will 'he' even care how I turned out to be??

The only thing I can confirm will be,

'he' is still in my HEART..

*无动于衷*