I should stop going chalet unless necessary..

Didnt sleep is already a BIG matter,

drink too much also another..

I drank one bottle of vodka and half bottle of chivas in my 4days of chalet..

Highest record!!!

And I act smart went to mix vodka and chivas together,

end up..I PUKED!!!

=.=

Just ended my chalet and went down to meet Xiujing and gang for pool..

I could walk STRAIGHT!!!

So proud of myself,

just that my throat have all those acidic stuffs trapped inside,

and my gastric hurt too..

My doctor will sure NAG at me when I go to see him..

=PP

I nearly missed the bus as I lean against the pole with closed eyes,

but I didnt..

However, I seriously wasnt in my best condition,

because I couldnt saw the green man turns to red,

thus I walked forward..

Luckily, my music stopped and I could hear the car horn,

it all happened within a few second..

It was really, LIFE or DEATH in one second..

Foolish but the first thought that appears in my mind was,

"why the car didnt hit me??"

Just a stupid thought..

借酒消愁，愁更愁!!

I closed my eyes and stop all the guessing..

Thanks Xiujing dear, what she trying to do for me today..

Thank you!!

I seriously can learn how to STOP placing my feelings on him,

just back to square one again..

I have tried it before,

even though this time might be tougher than previous..

It seems so funny for me to wait for him to turn his head back,

I should learn from my lesson and not continuing fall into the same trap..

Just let me believe miracles or stars can fulfil my dream again,

I will start waiting till my birthday,

if not, GIVE UP will be the words in my dictionary..

Which means there are still more than 30 days left,

how I hope feelings will fade away by itself within this period of time..

A deal that set by myself, placed inside my heart..

*I like the view*