I HATE the coincidence!!!!

I rather stay the same than making me so terrible now..

Why will it happened so similar like hers??

Just simply HATE it!!!!

Reached chalet yesterday at 8plus at the night,

guys started on BBQ-ing,

girls playing Mahjong inside..

While me, serving drinks around..

Just look like a domestic helper = 'MAID'..

But seriously, I dun feel anything to grumble for,

as most the guys serve me foods too..

Still peel off the prawn shell for me, so NICE..

Until around 10plus, after I had finished one cup of vodka,

Shawn asked me to play Mahjong..

I am tipsy, but I didnt do anything silly!!!

Still able to win $5 plus, dunno if those guys give in to me or I really so PRO..

=PP

Most of girls started to go sleep,

while those couples go SWEET SWEET..

And me, walked out to the park,

of cos, Shawn and a few of his friends accompany me along..

That stupid Shawn make fun of me,

he said something that I will never forgot even I am tipsy!!

"You rather fall in love on someone who dun have you in heart,

than accepting someone who is willing to keep you in his heart?"

*hahaha*

AGREED!!!

Why will I rather choose a guy who wont fall in love on me,

than choosing a guy who have me in his heart??

*COMPLICATION*

All moments vanished when I received my mother's call this morning..

I will need to accompany my father down to the hospital,

which made me so scared on my way back home..

Luckily, it wasnt a big matter unless it infected again..

Finally able to place down a stone on my shoulders,

but it still didnt reduce the weight of burdens I have been carried..

In a second, there is really LIFE and DEATH..

I was at the A&E just now, and I saw this man pushed in with his head bleeding,

and mouth cover with the oxygen mask..

Didnt wan myself to puke early morning, so turned my head off..

This is a common scene in hospital,

if there is death, there will also be life..

Babies borne, people die..

A cycle that every human will come across..

I am glad to see myself stood up again,
I will simply find more strength to support myself in this path..
So, I am now trapped at home,
be an obedient little girl till tomorrow..maybe??

*not everything can wait, NOW or NEVER*