Firstly,

HAPPII 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER and FRIEND,

JESSICA NG!!!!!!!!!!!!

The girl I have known since Secondary 2 till now..

Year 2004 to now Year 2009..

And I strongly believe that our friendship will last till the both of us are married, also wont end,

which means it still have 10 years down the road??

*hahaha*

=DD

This year, she has her loved one right beside with her,

not sure if she wished to meet her Mr.Right for the past several years,

and it actually granted her wish..

So this year, I wil also try to wish too..

See if it will grant me too??

Cos my birthday is around the corner too..

(actually, still got more than a month)

Hope the luck that bless Jessica will come to me lo..

=PP

Should STOP talking about whoever from now onwards..

WHY??

Cos I need to leave some courage or strength for the most worst outcome..

Even though I started to think of every single reason,

but I guess Krystl was right!!

It might just becos I interacted more, so I will have the feelings back..

Is it becos I am too sensitive therefore, I will intend to give up early,

when I sense something different??

It shouldnt be the way, cos "giving up" is not suitable for DAPHNE NG..

I wont think so much before I fall any deeper..

Everyone can tell me the same, old sentence,

but I could only convince myself by my own reason..

Which means,

it will be harder for me to move on further..

*SECRET*

Something that I will kept inside my heart till the day,

you open it..

I locked up by my rational and pride..

You didnt open your heart for me too,

so lets be fair..

*certain words should meant to be unsaid*