uncertain future...

ii receive a winnie the pooh from jason when ii got back to sch after my suspension... tat day is oso my birthday... 15~04~2004
got home early and wait for u come over to mii fetch go celebrate my birthday...
at the meanwhile, ii talked to jason through phone...
a patch was asked from him... and ii accepted... =P
hung up the phone when ii about to called u and tell u ii had patched wif jason...
my hp rang... a special ringtone tat ii set onlii for u... my loved ones...
"daphne..." slient after callin my name...
"yiqiang!! ii got somethin to share wif u guys..." ii was so happii tat moment and unable to sense out ur misery...
"ii... nd to tell u somethin...." finally ii sense a different of u...
"calvin... u are so strange?! anii thin happen?" in tat second ii haf a uncertain feelin... ii feel tat somethin had left mii... verii important to daphne ng...
"plz calm dwn first!!" u seems nervous and ii juv ans an 'okiie'...
"david... he... had a car accident... we are nw in the hospital..."
without sayin anii 'goodbye' ii hung up the phone and ran out...
ii didnt realize it before tat my hse is so far to the hospital...
8:11:49pm... 脑部缺氧，失血过多
how cruel can it be!! he was onlii 18... how could u take away his life???
he didnt do anii thin wrong... but the most is... ii hate myself...
is all becos of mii... ii caused david to death... wont forgive myself...