15^th July 2010

THANKS, felt so grateful to myself that I had actually endured through this 3 months despite some minor drama filmed out in between, but still I guess it didn’t bothered me much or anymore..

Maybe the situation just turned back to the past, the year that I supposed to face another relationship and forgo this one..

Never for once I regretted, but I guess I am sadded..

Of course, who won’t get upset over such things??

After all I am just human being, needed care and concern and most importantly LOVE..

However, after such scenario happened it turned me less courageous, ‘lost interest’ was what Jessica gave for herself, but I am just not ready for any one of the kind..

There is only one way road and no turning back..

I dun intend to turn back too, because the person I most hoped to appear will never be there..

So I looked forward and found out that the one who actually cherished me is waiting for me in front, waiting for me to walk towards him..

I walked, but never did I noticed he is actually drifting apart from me..

I won’t stop searching for the one but neither will I put my entire heart onto it..

Because I lost faith, lost courage, lost time and even lost my heart..

The day I found back all I had lost will be the day I found the one that opened my heart..

我把我们的故事从头想了一遍，

但是想到最后，都是以伤痛来收场。

所以，我决定不再去想了。

因为。。。我舍不得让自己难过。