HAPPY 37TH...

This is really the last 22nd we can spend together, no JOKE anymore..

So the both of us will cherish the day, a special day that only belongs the two of us..

When everyone keep asking if I am attached, I guess I really do,

however after this day passed, I can only say I am out of love..

Baby, we said too much to each other till now we dunno what more we missed,

no matter how sweet our words said it still unable to change the reality..

The fact that we are apart..

At the end, I still cant hold onto my happiness fully or tightly..

I really blame for my cowardliness, I really do!!!!

How can I push you towards another girl????

How can I ignore your plead and insist on my decision???

When I realised, you had already step out of my world..

If those are what you want from me, if those can amend a little pain in your heart,

I am willing to do so..

Because, I really owe you alot..

From the day we met, till David left us, then Calvin married, now is your leaving..

In my life now, you participated most..

You were there whenever I need you,

you seen me grown up from a kid to a young lady now,

you accompanied me, been through thick and thin,

I really loved you, but...........not the same anymore..

A person who really love you, will love your weakness and proud of your strength, I met a person like this before, but I still pushed him away.. Because I cant afford to see him suffer or heart broken again..

男孩：“如果。。。那年我没答应妳离开帮会，妳想我们会在一起吗？”

女孩：“就算你没离开，也不会改变我们的身份，只要你还是‘陈毅镪’，我还是‘黄婉婷’。我们就会在一起，但。。。不会长久！”

男孩：“可是对我而言，不听妳的话，我办不到！”

So I am the one who forget, cant remember who is the one stay by my side and even keep thinking about the one whom never put his eyes on me..

That is why, I always cant get what I want..

As what I yearn are all greedy thoughts..

OK, lets plan where we going for tomorrow..

I hope it will be a long day for us, may the time just goes slowly..