So I changed a phone, while all the messages aren't with me, but dunno why it didn't hurt me that badly like the previous time..
I never intend to copy each message down, I never cry for the lost of messages, I never think of the feelings of lost..
I swore to exchange, so I trying my best to do so,
but it seems that I am still not working hard enough..

So my brother returned,
I keep looking for a job but no outcome,
as if I need to forsake uni in order to get a job..
I really thought I am fortunate or lucky enough,
but when it comes to this, I lost my words for it..


OK!
I actually blog because need to update blog,
the older I am, the lesser things I can write on blog..
Working on Jessica's present, trying hard to look for job, controlling my temper at home..
Life isn't leading that normal anymore..