Mr. Nod guy,

I have been telling and warning myself it is really time to say goodbye, but nevertheless I just couldn't convince myself of doing so.

It is simply that special till I actually thinking over and over it non-stop, till I realised whatever I did will never change your mind, I should feel sorry for myself.

Instead, I should really feel sorry.

Time passed fast.

It is the third year after my confession, and it had been two months since we last seen.

How do you feel when knowing the new relationship?

I hope similar thing can happen on me too.

However, it seems hard.

I just hope to change my life so that I won't make myself difficult,

but now I am just waiting, or rather always waiting.

Waiting for a chance to start over again.