10 Years

17/11/2011

10 years

I bet none of us willing to rake this date up right now, since we are far apart each other in the situation now.

I think, it will be better we just put everything deep in heart and stop probing over it anymore.

I.... am trying my best to change it, hoping that I did changed some.

I said, everyone will leave my side.

I always know what will happen, and always spotted on.

I.... never failed to feel alone.

This ain't a day for us to shed, it is a day to cheers for our friendship.

So I can have a ten-years, something that even I found it unbelieveable.

Then, will I have another ten-years ahead?

How long more will it reach that ten-years?

How much more must I put in for that ten-years?

How deep should I go to fulfil that ten-years?

I try, tried, trying.

I cry, cried, crying.

I run, ran, running.

But as usual, none pull me back, none accompany me, none understand me.

Therefore, I kept it to myself.

I kept everything in my heart.

So that no one can hurt me or heal me.

It is the first tenth!

I hope the second tenth will not be alone. =)

HAPPY TENTH ANNIVERSARY~

Mr.Nod guy,
it has been some time since I last mentioned you, but still so what or not I mentioned? Because you won't get a chance to see it.
I miss you almost every moment, but you didn't seems to know or rather, I didn't want you to know.
I have been trying, as always.
If you can know, please praise me. Because I can already got you out of my dictionary whenever people asked if I like anyone.
I knew very well, no matter how much I changed, how hard I tried, you will never change, so I decided to change me.
I will try not to love you anymore.