When I had decided which path I should go on, please tell me it will be the right one..

Never push me down the deep pit hole and leave me alone there, because I am afraid..

At least, give me a belief that keep me accompany throughout the dark then I might survive..

I just mentioned it once, and it had been repeated for times, as though I had make my decision already, then why do I still consider so much??

One fine day, those sadness I got from the past two years actually vanished, when I thought I could continue leading normal life, the fears came back to me again..

It should be something to be happy for, but now I am actually worried over all these..

OK, I think should stop thinking of all these..

Because till the end it still do not have an answer..

TYQ, I think better put it a stop on our conversation, if not we might end up quarrel again which I hate it seriously..

Whatever it can developed to, just let time show us what is our destiny,

remember I said before??

Everything is pre-destined..

Do you miss me??

YES, I DO..

Will you miss me??

YES, I WILL..

说一百句对不起，也比不上做一件对得起的事。

虽然我没有对她说“我喜欢你”，但是做了一百件喜欢她的事。

Heard from YQ, one of his friends is getting married soon and again he is invited that means I need to attend the wedding with him which like AGAIN..

Maybe I keep going for wedding make myself remains SINGLE till now??
HAHAHAHAHAHHA..

Bullshit only..

Today, I finally figured out that my stubbornness really turned out to be a burden..

I started to know how hurt can it be when I thought speaking out will be great,

not only it hurt me but others too..

SORRY..

I guess I found back the courage I lost,

it didnt leave me behind, I just kept it up for my selfishness,

I brought it out now, hope everything is still not late..

=DDDDDD

THANKS, TYQ..

Your suggestion looked to be beautiful, but I am still not prepared yet..

Give me some more time to figure it out again..

^_^

簡單的一句話，我再説一次就好。

“不想放下，因爲愛你”

我有好多好多話想要和你說，

可是你永遠都只讓我看你的背影，

所以我把所有的話都埋在心裏，

你聼不見也看不到。

告訴我，我的要求是不是太過分了？

會不會有一天，讓我嘗到‘後悔’的滋味？

那我，該怎麽辦呢？

I become more and more lady-like this few days, or maybe more considerate towards TYQ,

felt like grown up in a night, however the never stop thoughts flowing still occur..

-----至少還有你-----

我怕來不及 我要抱著你

直到感覺你的皺紋 有了歲月的痕跡

直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力氣

為了你 我願意

動也不能動 也要看著你

直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡

直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸

讓我們 形影不離如果

全世界我也可以放棄

至少還有你 值得我去珍惜

而你在這裡 就是生命的奇蹟

也許 全世界我也可以忘記

就是不願意 失去你的消息

你掌心的痣 我總記得在那裡

我怕來不及 我要抱著你

直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡

直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸

讓我們 形影不離我們

好不容易 我們身不由己

我怕時間太快 不夠將你看仔細

我怕時間太慢 日夜擔心失去你

在那裡

It is a course to grown up, despite I hate to remind myself I am growing up, but I still love the mature thinking of mine..

Because it do helps me throughout the journey,

learnt, endure, happiness with bitter..

Never for once I started to love my growing up..

=DDDDDDD

TYQ said I over sensitive, keep bugging over age matter..

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..

Last year, I am praying for a miracle to happen, this year I guess it still wont happen therefore I shouldnt rely on it anymore..

*The 'me' you looking for will only appear when you treat 'me' well*

I had been telling myself, since nothing can stop me then no point searching for support anymore, because friends whom know me well will give me their great support without asking if or not I like the decision..

When a boy willing to eat your terrible cooking, still smile and say "It tastes nice", please believe you mean alot in his heart..

When a boy willing to shield you in a fighting, act strong and say "I am fine", please believe he just want to protect you..

When a boy willing to say lies in order to make you less guilty, please believe your smile is all he want to see..

When a boy willing to wait for you without rushing you through, please believe he dote you alot..

When a boy is talking about his future and it involve you, please believe he is actually hinting something special..

All relationship need communication and mutal trust to maintain it through,

those reasons of breaking off are common, but the reason to stay together always is the same..

OK, because that Tan Yi Qiang had been telling me all such of stories this few days and those shows that we had watched also involved all these,

seriously made the both of us started to think if there is anything to change our decision..

He had been keeping his promise, and I feel being loved..

=DDDDDD

Despite I know he will feel sandwiched, but he choose to keep his promise instead of breaking it..

I will try not to be so demanding, since I dun have the rights too..

就差那麽一點點，我就抓到了幸福，但是最後我還是失去了它。

並沒有後悔放棄，因爲他教會了我，幸福不是遙不可及的。

當一心只執著于結果，當然也就看不見過程的快樂，

可是如果往另一個角度去看，也就會明白什麽是幸福、快樂。

所以，一定得學會，‘知足常樂’。。

Just chosen my modules for Year 3, and surprisingly I took Physics..

All because my friend going to take this, then we HOPE to be in the same class and since it is a Year 2 module I guess it wont be too stress..

Today is 22nd, 30 months..

1 year = 12 months

So we had been in such a funny relationship for more than 2 years, and never thought of how to say goodbye to it..

I decided not to interfere on his problems anymore, either he gonna fight or quarrel with me over the same matter, I wont stop him..

I just want to live the same as 2 years ago, maybe I couldnt find myself back, but I can fixed it..

The DAPHNE 2 years ago had the courage I lacked now, maybe after I fix it the courage will be back too..

Today, he going to give the funeral a miss and we are going for a celebration..

=DDDDDDD

Since we had did pretty much for that funeral I guess we did our job, something that we shouldnt be doing even for now..

Therefore, I think I wont sacrifice my sleep anymore and he promised wont bring me there also, but I wanted him not to go also..

*DEMANDING*

TAN YI QIANG, you gave me another promise..

So hope you wont break it again..

I am willing to be naive another time, so dun break my faith..

Things changed, people changed..
I wanted to believe that both of us wont change, but everytime the reality pull me back..

It seems so hard for me to keep trying non stop, when the thought had been following me whenever I started to defy my heart..
One's wont betray itself, but one day I will know actually I do betrayed myself,
choose to do something I most dun bear to do,
choose to sacrifice whatever just to turn back the situation..

Maybe subconsciously I treated him as my other half,
choose to let him walk in my world wont any permission but till the end then I realised, he is actually not the one..
Everything is chosen by me, so please blame me then..

*random thought, read and let it go*

I never know Jurong East and Clementi are so near??

Played basketball at Jurong also can meet people from Clementi, nevertheless conflict happened and even though I known both gang of people I still couldnt resolved the matter..

Of course I not that KUKU go shield in front any of them,

talked things out, but I must keep quiet throughout the whole conversation, because that was a men's talk..

OK, I just find it so DUMB of doing such stuff, what is so big deal that you fought win or lose, what is so great about being a member of such gang??

STUPID, the only word I could describe them..

You said I dun care??

You said I no longer side you like the past??

You said I changed till a person you couldnt recognise??

Have you ever wonder what make me turn so??

Have you ever think about how much I had endured that changed me??

I HATE QUARRELLING!!!!!

I dislike you to malign me and keep wanting me to repeat my words over and over again,

why couldnt you just listened once and understand that is my answer??

Must I keep repeating myself then coax you that I dun mean it??

Seriously, it is so unreasonable..

You have been noticing that we stop quarrelling for quite some time, so now you came to pick a fight with me??

Then I can tell you, I seriously HATE this you, I seriously HATE the you that think so childish..

Dun think you have no responsibility over my changes,

you know the best, what changed me..

The DAPHNE you want had disappeared two years ago, I hope to find her back too..

Because I demand an answer too, I wanted to know if I could exchange the courage back and turn everything normal..

I am trying, tried my best to decide whether which option is better,

but whenever I had make my status firm, you will come and disturb it..

Didnt we promised that we wont quarrel anymore??

Didnt we said before that we wont mention anything again??

Didnt you promised that you wont hurt me again??

However, you realised all the promises too late, after you had hurt me then you realised that you are in the wrong..

Everything is just too late, just so wrong..

OK, finished grumbling..

RAINBOW AFTER RAIN..

But I know it wont be the last time we gonna quarrel, there will still be times we both quarrel, when we are not happy of each other..

Despite we tried hard to stop all arguments, but who knows??

Life is so unpredictable, all because it is too unpredictable therefore I learnt to be contented and never ask more for unrealistic matter..

=DDDDDDDD

我會忘記苦澀的過去，因爲那已經是過去的了。

我會忘記咸咸的眼淚，因爲它已經被你摸掉了。

我會忘記刺痛的爭執，因爲我已經哭夠累夠了。

我會忘記忐忑的不安，因爲你已經向我證明了。

Yesterday, first time to POWER HOUSE but not a happy one..

Why couldnt a bunch of guys just simply give the birthday boy a face and stop all the nonsense??

I am like a sandwich, siding whichever side also not right..

OK, ended up one of the guy said something, and there made me pissed off!!!!!!

So went off after that, whereby everyone is so freaking angry and claimed to start a FIGHT..

STUPID..

Reached Yi Qiang's house before 1am, and Jessica gave me a call that shocked me, then after some confirmation it fixed our answer..

Chatted with him the entire night, got to know something he haven been telling me much, and so I knew why Yi Qiang's gang and Shawn's gang are RIVAL..

Such childish and silly matter, but I guess this is known as brotherhood in their world, not mine..

He still mentioned it, if one day I get kidnapped not because I am wealthy is because I am used to threatened him..

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

Yi Qiang said until we are filming a drama, as if there are really someone gonna catch me..

I had been eating supper again, all because of Yi Qiang, keep saying I need to eat more, cannot lose weight, so he cooked instant noodle for me to eat..

AHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

Just lose some weight back to my normal, straight three days eating supper, confirm gain back all the weight!!!!!!

當我一心只想對你好時，就不會想要有所回報。

因爲我知道，愛一個人不用要求任何回報。

可能我已經忘記了，當初單純地戀愛，愛人的感覺，

也可能是現在老了，不想要過漂泊的生活。

有一天，當我決定安定下來時，或許我已經不會待在原本這個屬於我的地方，

而是遠走高飛了。。。

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO SHAWN TAN~~~

OMG!!!!

So OLD le..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHHA..

Last year, still celebrate with him and I cooked for him, this year as Yi Qiang is back, I doubt Shawn gonna want me to cook again..

Yi Qiang is shocked when he heard that I am actually playing around with Shawn last year,

first sentence from him was, "WA, he JIALAT liao ah!!!!"

"You still COOK for him??"

He super FURIOUS, because I already seldom cook for him still went to cook for other guy, pissed him off..

HAHAHAHAHHAHHA.. (joking)

Should be going to the celebration, but who knows they going POWER HOUSE, it is wanting my life, but I still need to go, so blogging now at Yi Qiang's house already, waiting for him to finish bathing then can head down..

"Xiujing's BF come fetch her le, when is your turn to come fetch me??"

"HUH?? I choosing present, give me a call when you reach home.. BYE!!"

OK, TAN YI QIANG super good in pushing away his responsibility, never seen him come to pick me up before whether or not we were still couple, unless there are nobody beside me..

Anyway, Wednesday went to RIVERSIDE for that awesome dinner!!!!

We both turned off our handphone after the dinner, so enjoyed the night view far away at East Coast Park, thought of cycling for overnight, but due to my come and go night blindness, so not doing it..

Therefore, headed back to his house, and again EAT EAT EAT..

Got Haagen Daz at his house, of course I must steal some..=DDDDD

His surprise present doesnt mean to GIVE me, was to SHOW me that he did something he wasnt interested in for me..

There was this picture we took MOST recently which he FINALLY agreed to take with me, and now it appeared in his wallet and his study table..

So whenever I need to see it, go look for him, that's his intention..

But I remember the only picture I had with him, was 7 years ago, so he did a BIG BIG improvement.. (^_^)

Because he NEVER like to take photos, even when we were together, NO neoprints or any pictures for memories..

*BORED*

OK, he finished bathing need to head out soon, cause we are LATE already..

CLUBBING with a gang of guys, and all "AH BENG", please dun get me into any trouble??

I am still YOUNG..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA..

SEE YA.. =DDDDD

Meet Krystl out for lunch, FINALLY!!!!!!

Of course we were having FUN, and I am poked fun..

Krystl posted it up on her LJ, but I guess she forgotten to include the part whereby I cut myself by the plastic, (deep cut)

basically I have fragile skin and Krystl has THICK SKIN!!!!!!

Thoughtful TAN YI QIANG, he brought his vadafone for me to do my work and I used this time to blog too..=P

Currently at RIVERSIDE, as expected he never brought me to some places I preferred but always come to those places he thinks with the best atmosphere.. =_="'

Anyway, he put in effort to plan for the day, so cannot criticise too much, if not next time we will be going to his house and eat instant noodles.. =DDDD

Nearly breakdown early in the morning, meet my friend and asked him for a stick,

OK, sorry FRIENDS, but till now I dun think smoking can help in distress, it required to smoke more often in order to forget those unhappy things, but it only helps in forgetting not solving..

But I am NOT a smoker, maybe every Wednesday only?? =DDD

Kidding la!!!!

Wont do it too often..

Yi Qiang keep complaining that I didnt share my sorrows with him, nag that I had been misbehaving this few days without him..

HAHAHAHHAHA..

Should be 老天爺 misbehaving this few days, whatever I wished turn out to be another thing,

and I still need to clear up the mess..

SUPER irritating!!!!!!

Anyway, his naggy speech didnt last long, because we are going off for dessert soon, just after I gonna finish blogging and he finish up those CRABS..

=DDDDD

I hope it wont be a misunderstand again, but if it really become so then I should know the meaning behind it..
I dun ask much, just put some trust on me, even if one day gotten to see anything just believe that I have my own reasons..
The sweetness between us might be short, but I bet it keep as memories in our heart,
I hold on those things I received tightly in my hands, because I didnt want to forget, but who knows how long can I still hold on, even I am curious..
I just need the FAITH, just trust me despite I did something overboard, just believe that I never gonna change till I really say so..
Doubt it will be seen, but I just wanna keep myself awake from reality, facts,
since I going to maintain in such a way throughout..

10 of Jan, 2010

My dearest GOD-DAUGHTER first month's celebration, everyone is yearn to carry her, super cute and pretty.. =DDDDD

Simple but meaningful celebration, just the four of us still can make the house so noisy and lively, of course I love such feelings!!!!!

=DDDDDD

Me and Yi Qiang walked around the condo area for more than one hour, then I willing to go home since I still have school the next day..

11 of Jan, 2010

SINGING~~~~~~~

Super random, super impulsive..

Xiujing wanted to go SING so asked me and sikai, then went to the CC that is much cheaper than KBOX, but without handsome guys all AH BEI!!!!!!!

FUN of course, and make me wanted to go sing again, this time I wanna go AMK KBOX,

maybe going next week, check if Jordan is free..

=DDDDDD

I started to realise, Yi Qiang had been here almost one year..

On my first confession failed, he came back now it is going to hit one year and he didnt mention whether or not if he gonna leave again..

Not sure if he tell me so what will be my reaction??

Will I feel not bear??

Curiosity kills the cat..

My pink crystal didnt help me much in the relationship I hoped, it only help me in maintaining my social life??

THANKS anyway, it seems to make my decision firmer too..

It is not whether I am picky or not, it tells me that the thought is somehow wrong, therefore I should stop pinning hopes on the thought..

One day I will know that actually whatever I put in, someone is there to accept and appreciate it, and I strongly believe the person will be the one I am thinking about..

The problem always come in the wrong TIME!!!!!!!

I just realised, my retake English grade couldnt enrol me into NIE because it need at least a PASS, then what??

I gonna stuck at SCIENCE related jobs in future, which is in one year plus time??

Maybe Yi Qiang is always right, even though he cares about my feelings that's why he dun often remind me about it, but I know he do expected it will happen..

His vision always look more forward than mine, but such a stubborn character of mine totally ignore his plan and insist in doing whatever I want..

He gonna make me laugh tomorrow, see what had he planned for me since he going to "celebrate" with me for my English grade..

KUKU lo.. =DDDDD

Anyway, I am free also, and I seriously need this kind of enjoyment!!!!!

女孩躲在黑暗的世界，等著她心愛的男孩來救她。

於是，她拒絕了所有想要拯救她的人，結果孤孤單單地在黑暗裏死去。

一直到最後，女孩還是相信男孩會來救自己，沒想到當她拒絕了所有人時，卻還是盼不到男孩的到來。。

女孩卻像傻瓜一樣的等待，不離不棄。。

There is a shadow chasing over me for long, till I realised it that is the devil side of me, it vowed to destroy the angel side of me and ruled over me in order to turn me into a devil, one day I will exchange with it to regain my strong but devil rational, then I will no longer be kind like an angel but evil like a devil..

無風無浪沒情趣，

大風大浪傷感情，

微風微浪甜蜜蜜。。

A poem by master XIUJING, her 100% guaranteed LOVE STORY and RELATIONSHIP TIPS, one of the motivation that keep me in this track till now..

Her matchmaking skills is well-trained too, helped me everytime but I also ruined all up everytime..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

I am now trapped at home since not going out for movie with Jordan,

no rice for me to eat, no Häagen-Dazs ice-cream for me to eat also,

only can eat KFC and buy another brand of ice-cream..

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA..

I gone crazy again!!!!!!!

'O' level result coming out next Monday, freaking nervous!!!!

Pray hard that the result is good for me to obtain my Diploma cert in RP..

Yi Qiang said he gonna treat me if I get the grade I want, if I didnt *touchwood*, he going to bring me somewhere and make me happy..

Please la, is on a Monday and I have early lesson the next day, how to go happy??

Or we go for Ladies' Night, but you have to pay for your entry..

=DDDDDDD

Anyway, I seriously think couldnt drink too much anymore,

no longer can hold my liquor like before, some more my body got lots of inner bruises,

my mother say cause I have been drinking too much..

So I gonna restrict myself again, keep telling myself it will grow more fats on my tummy to stop myself from drinking..

HAHAHHAHHAHAHA..

YA, 10th of January coming, my god-daughter Zerena, first month!!!!

As usual celebration at their house, luckily it is a Sunday..

WOO~~~~~

It seems that my own daughter, but I will seriously treat her like my own..

=DDDDDDD

OK, Yi Qiang said he going to drive me out..

YEAH!!!!

Rather than staying at home, nothing to do!!!!!

BYE BYE..

The website seriously make me feel like blogging every single story out, or maybe those stories I had read so far..
Xiujing posted two on her blog, for my blog those who are reading it know the website already,
therefore I dun think I need to post another time, just going to post those I think it meaningful and suit my thoughts and status now..

“拒绝爱，拒绝被爱。”-男生寫的故事

抚着你送我戒指，我不曾摘下一次，我怕我摘下了，就再也没有勇气戴上。我不敢接收别人，也不敢关心别人。
我不想，和别的女人在一起的时候还会想起你，那样，对她，对我，都不公平。也许当时过境迁，有另一个人让我再次心动，但那段淡然而深刻的伤，却永远印在我的心中。
我知道“男人只能被伤一次。”伤痛过后，有的只是无尽的麻木。
而麻木的我只能选择“拒绝爱，拒绝被爱。”

After all this, I guess firstly this year I can stay single again and celebrate my birthday without the present I always want..
Secondly, it just going to make my decision, my status firmer..
Thirdly, maybe my time is still not here yet, so never mind.. =DDDDD

Not only stories found in the website, love tests are found too..
Based on horoscope, own mindset, first sense,
pretty accurate result.. =DDDDD
I am going to be the speaker of this particular website, HIRE ME!!!!!
HAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA..

OK, no time..
That idiot angry already, I must be more obedient if not later I kenna smack..
=DDDDDD
See Ya..

白羊座

　　爱情危机关键词：莫强求

　　通常来说，若是白羊座的人爱上了谁，他们就会变身成耀眼的太阳，光芒四射，热情无限，不达目的誓不罢休。然而，2010年的白羊务必记得，有时候现实是很残忍的，太过炽烈的温度便不是温暖而是伤痛。因此，白羊们务必学会放下身段，迎合爱人的喜好，不强求与顺其自然的心态对你们的关系很有帮助。
　　保持顺其自然的心态，用平常心看待事情的发展，白羊们的爱情会顺心很多。而且，很有可能有意外惊喜在你不经意的地方出现哦！

Finding this super accurate, I guess this year will ended up be like this??

巨蟹座

　　爱情危机关键词：平和心态

　　巨蟹通常用强有力和澎湃的情绪来引导自己的行动。当他们去爱一个人的时候，就会义无反顾地爱下去。看上去坚强的他们有着柔软的心，他们总是用这颗心去包容，去隐忍。然而，2010年的巨蟹们似乎再也忍不住了，他们开始抱怨，开始发牢骚，而这些抱怨和牢骚的首当其冲的受害人就是身边最亲密的人。因此你需要学会用平常心看待碰到的不平和委屈，用正面的心态去面对。很多事，看开了，也就顺其自然过去了。

Xiujing, for you..
Dun you think it is accurate too??

Ok, I found this website full of Chinese novels online, and there is this story :
男生,请珍惜那个倒追你的女孩..
The entire story is so well-written and I seriously love this story!!!!!
It made me post second time in a day, and made my tears dropped on my hands again..
I think there will be more stories in this website, gonna read them..=DDDDD

My kuku mouth with a batch of kuku friends ended up doing kuku stuffs..

I had been saying, grumbling, wanting to visit our Singapore's Botanic Garden since ages,

out of sudden my friends called me or maybe wake me up early in the morning yesterday and decided to bring me down..

They seriously treat me as their sister/daughter???

I guess I still lie on my bed for more than 20mins before I totally sit up and walked towards my wardrobe, almost 2hours later then I finished preparing and off I go..

A extreme best place for me, since I started to love flowers and then plants,

also this place is highly recommended for weddings, maybe I can conduct my engagement party there.. (silly)

Foods there is also awesome, because it is so colourful and of course it do taste NICE..

Free perfume wherever we stroll around.. =DDDDD

And all of us, a group of 6 off our handphones to stop disturbance,

from the early afternoon till evening time then went to Jack's Place for our dinner..

A wonderful day and it came to the end of my holiday, anyway I enjoy this vacation,

went overseas, Christmas party, New Year celebration, most importantly, MY FRIENDS..

*muack muack muack*

Love this vacation, Love 2009, Love my FRIENDS..

=DDDDDD

Today, first day of school..

Holiday mood not over yet, and due to the lost of sleep last night, as usual today continue to turn crazy..

And that Yi Qiang asked me reach school give him a call, I did but no answered..

Then I sent three messages, still no reply until after my lunch then he know how to call me!!!!!

Next time I dun so obedient liao, one call and message still no reply I will stop,

heard that, TAN YI QIANG..

Test tomorrow, early lesson tomorrow, today already so tired how about tomorrow??

I never tried it before, but I guess everything is under controlled now??

Because my sixth sense didnt failed on me this time, therefore I hope it will work well everytime..

I didnt know it can be so hurting, till the impact came then I feel the pain in my heart,

but I know, I will never gonna change it, because I am not fit to do so..

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AARON, BENNY, CHENGWEI, ERIC, JIAKAI, LEON..

Dun try to trick me, because you all still not to that standard.. =DDDDDD

Next week treat you guys out, so this week guai guai ok??

If not, I gonna keep all of your cards and give pocket money of $30 everyday..

TRY ME???

You guys sure LOST de..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA..

Currently at a "TEA HOUSE", I did a great job today too!!!!!

You guys are all treasured and cherished by me..

So I cared and concerned too, please understand my intention..

=DDDDDDDD

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~ 2010..

31st of Dec, 2009..

Went to meet Jing See to pass him those chocolates I bought for him in HONGKONG, which it had been at my house for more than 2 weeks?? =P

Leave house at 5pm then head down to meet him, I am a certified DIRECTION IDOIT..

HAHAHAHAHAHA..

And he asked me to stop at the wrong bus stop too..

He passed me this 4 by 4 Rubik cube and teach me how to fix it, till now I am still clueless.

because if this we missed a bus down to AMK..

OK, saw Kar Wei and Alwin, like long time no see lo.. =DDDD

Waste my time with them and head down to Newton and meet HONEY Jordan..
Had our dinner at Newton Circus since we waiting for Jessica too,
overall me and Jordan countdown 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 outside Bugis Junction,
even saw Jing See and gang again, because they went there for steamboat..



DESSERT..


Still managed to meet Jessica for dessert.. =DDDDD
And I put on the necklace, just exactly I put it on the fireworks started, in Jordan's opinion my wishes will come true since the timing caught is so perfect..
Hopefully it works as how it works for Xiujing..



1st of Jan, 2010..
If anyone will to remember, Jessica and I had been telling most of our close friends in Secondary School that we are going to meet in this day..
Ended up, OK expected people turned up, surprised because when we thought they wont turned up but they were actually earlier than me and Jessica..

Yesterday called Yi Qiang when I am done with my bathing, and after he said "HELLO", I started singing this song..
"WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS x 3, AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR"
He stunned and "HUH" loudly, till I asked him to reply me by singing back the song..
OK, it was so DUMB, I know.. (^-^)
At last, he thought I drank alcohol so become hyper, whereas I am just unable to sleep but couldnt sleep because I haven finish writing my diaries..

Early morning (7.30am), he knocked my house door and came in to my house..
He saw my sister taking out her DIY beads, he hand itchy also trying to make one..
So this is his master piece, dunno how to judge, since he was once a designer for 6months???
HAHAHAHAHHAHHA..


Our plan for this first day of a new year,
CYCLING at EAST COAST PARK..
Freaking tired, I stopped/rested for last than 30mins everytime??
And we only rested for around 3 times??
Cycled from the shop till the very end, but I stopped at the beach and take photos..
NICE ONE, I guess the potato chip I ate yesterday night had been burned off..
=DDDDD

So it came to the end of my two days straight events, actually planned to go for KBOX after cycling, but my father grumbled that he haven been seeing me for 48 hours so home sweet home..

Reached home before 2359, and blogging now..

Maybe there is another event tomorrow, since school is going to open in 2days' time!!!!!!

Must enjoy before tests and lessons started..

=DDDDDD

*I miss you more in such a memorable day, but again you are nowhere to be found..*