10 of Jan, 2010

My dearest GOD-DAUGHTER first month's celebration, everyone is yearn to carry her, super cute and pretty.. =DDDDD

Simple but meaningful celebration, just the four of us still can make the house so noisy and lively, of course I love such feelings!!!!!

=DDDDDD

Me and Yi Qiang walked around the condo area for more than one hour, then I willing to go home since I still have school the next day..

11 of Jan, 2010

SINGING~~~~~~~

Super random, super impulsive..

Xiujing wanted to go SING so asked me and sikai, then went to the CC that is much cheaper than KBOX, but without handsome guys all AH BEI!!!!!!!

FUN of course, and make me wanted to go sing again, this time I wanna go AMK KBOX,

maybe going next week, check if Jordan is free..

=DDDDDD

I started to realise, Yi Qiang had been here almost one year..

On my first confession failed, he came back now it is going to hit one year and he didnt mention whether or not if he gonna leave again..

Not sure if he tell me so what will be my reaction??

Will I feel not bear??

Curiosity kills the cat..

My pink crystal didnt help me much in the relationship I hoped, it only help me in maintaining my social life??

THANKS anyway, it seems to make my decision firmer too..

It is not whether I am picky or not, it tells me that the thought is somehow wrong, therefore I should stop pinning hopes on the thought..

One day I will know that actually whatever I put in, someone is there to accept and appreciate it, and I strongly believe the person will be the one I am thinking about..

The problem always come in the wrong TIME!!!!!!!

I just realised, my retake English grade couldnt enrol me into NIE because it need at least a PASS, then what??

I gonna stuck at SCIENCE related jobs in future, which is in one year plus time??

Maybe Yi Qiang is always right, even though he cares about my feelings that's why he dun often remind me about it, but I know he do expected it will happen..

His vision always look more forward than mine, but such a stubborn character of mine totally ignore his plan and insist in doing whatever I want..

He gonna make me laugh tomorrow, see what had he planned for me since he going to "celebrate" with me for my English grade..

KUKU lo.. =DDDDD

Anyway, I am free also, and I seriously need this kind of enjoyment!!!!!

女孩躲在黑暗的世界，等著她心愛的男孩來救她。

於是，她拒絕了所有想要拯救她的人，結果孤孤單單地在黑暗裏死去。

一直到最後，女孩還是相信男孩會來救自己，沒想到當她拒絕了所有人時，卻還是盼不到男孩的到來。。

女孩卻像傻瓜一樣的等待，不離不棄。。