Sunday, January 17, 2010

I never know Jurong East and Clementi are so near??
Played basketball at Jurong also can meet people from Clementi, nevertheless conflict happened and even though I known both gang of people I still couldnt resolved the matter..
Of course I not that KUKU go shield in front any of them,
talked things out, but I must keep quiet throughout the whole conversation, because that was a men's talk..
OK, I just find it so DUMB of doing such stuff, what is so big deal that you fought win or lose, what is so great about being a member of such gang??
STUPID, the only word I could describe them..

You said I dun care??
You said I no longer side you like the past??
You said I changed till a person you couldnt recognise??
Have you ever wonder what make me turn so??
Have you ever think about how much I had endured that changed me??

I HATE QUARRELLING!!!!!
I dislike you to malign me and keep wanting me to repeat my words over and over again,
why couldnt you just listened once and understand that is my answer??
Must I keep repeating myself then coax you that I dun mean it??
Seriously, it is so unreasonable..

You have been noticing that we stop quarrelling for quite some time, so now you came to pick a fight with me??
Then I can tell you, I seriously HATE this you, I seriously HATE the you that think so childish..
Dun think you have no responsibility over my changes,
you know the best, what changed me..

The DAPHNE you want had disappeared two years ago, I hope to find her back too..
Because I demand an answer too, I wanted to know if I could exchange the courage back and turn everything normal..
I am trying, tried my best to decide whether which option is better,
but whenever I had make my status firm, you will come and disturb it..

Didnt we promised that we wont quarrel anymore??
Didnt we said before that we wont mention anything again??
Didnt you promised that you wont hurt me again??
However, you realised all the promises too late, after you had hurt me then you realised that you are in the wrong..
Everything is just too late, just so wrong..

OK, finished grumbling..
RAINBOW AFTER RAIN..
But I know it wont be the last time we gonna quarrel, there will still be times we both quarrel, when we are not happy of each other..
Despite we tried hard to stop all arguments, but who knows??
Life is so unpredictable, all because it is too unpredictable therefore I learnt to be contented and never ask more for unrealistic matter..
=DDDDDDDD

我會忘記苦澀的過去,因爲那已經是過去的了。
我會忘記咸咸的眼淚,因爲它已經被你摸掉了。
我會忘記刺痛的爭執,因爲我已經哭夠累夠了。
我會忘記忐忑的不安,因爲你已經向我證明了。

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