I KEPT MY HAPPINESS TILL NOW,

AND EVEN NOW, I CAN STILL FEEL THE HAPPINESS..

=DDDD

My prayers are heard, and came true..

I just see everything simple so that I wont feel any unfair or worthless, in the other way I still feel happy.. =DDD

Maybe Mr.Nod guy changed me so??

Because I will never be that easily contented in the past, but now for that few hours I even happy till now, crazy!!!

I guess actually I am still in love,

not only just puzzled if because I cant get him, that's why I keep holding onto him,

my doubts might be clear now??

And the answer can only given by him??

If he say "OK", then I think my answer will be "YES"

A person can forsake a long term relationship when he/she found someone whom meant for them, in other's eyes the person might be bad because a long run relationship had been destroyed by he/she, but if feelings can be controlled, then none will fall into the LOVE trap??

So I forsaked a good relationship, just for someone I known for three years, but who should be the one to blame me??

The guy that loved me, the guy I loved, or the one whom left with nothing which is me??

10/10/10

Didnt get a chance to celebrate, because Jordan isnt in good mood, Jessica isnt in good condition, frankly speaking I am super disappointed..

Will the same thing happen when we plan to go Taiwan too??

Then seriously I will be loads loads loads disappointed than now!!!!

I want go Taiwan, a MUST go plan..

Can I get a boyfriend before graduate??

So even if Jordan or Jessica couldnt make it, I can still go with my boyfriend..

OK, fat hope ar!!!!

当每件事都牵动了我对你的心时，

我想这回才是我真正能看清自己内心的时候。

我有答案了吗？

其实，答案一直都埋在我心里，

只是我不愿承认，我依然爱着他。

Mr.Nod guy,
I remembered telling myself that I gonna forget everything of you, but why did I still pull myself towards you again??
I think is because I had already gave myself a timing, 23 years old, 3 more years from now..
Actually, maybe those actions cant say anything, because you are just such a guy that will treat everyone so nice, maybe till the end I am the one who think too much, isnt it??
I always follow my heart, believe my instincts,
so now I can continue believe it again, right??
The answer keep hanging but none able to get it down,
I am going to wait for another guy that can take over your position then I can fully put you down??
Then, let me just hold onto those memories now..