The last day of 2011

I am still single, I am still awaiting for a person, I am still wandering.

No matter how many wishes I made, no matter how much tears I shed, no matter how much pain I suffered, when it come to a decision I am always not in it.

I did a lot in 2011,

I tried too hard in 2011,

I fell too much in 2011,

but I grumble less in 2011,

but I waver less in 2011,

but I cry less in 2011,

so how's my 2011?

The tradition continues, but my stubborness follows too.

I really wonder how can the person tolerate so much about my character?

And why didn't the person manage to reveal his true feelings?

Or rather is it my mistake?

It is the fourth year after an hour,

but I am taking too long to realize it.

It is the third year after an hour,

but I am thinking over it again.

It is the second year after an hour,

but I am reluctant to admit it.

It is the first year after an hour,

but I am uncertain for it.

I don't expect much in 2012, since my wish fulfilled for 2011.

I will just wish for a little and let the nature take it course.

I know, that person shouldn't be in my dictionary anymore.

I can figure it out now before everything is wrong again.

A BRAND NEW YEAR BEGINS~

Mr. Nod guy,
I hope you will be fine and happy. :)