HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY~~~~

What are your new year wishes??

Everyone asked me this, but I guess no matter what ocassion I wished for the same old things,

however the one and only haven granted yet..

I want alot of things, but only one person can give me..

In such happy ocassion, I am here grumbling or yearn for things that doesnt came to me..

I think I am really CRAZY!!!!

TYQ, you know why am I in such mood now??

But you can never imagine, how tough is it for me to make such a decision in short period of time..

I have lots of things not done yet, but I must still make a decision as soon as possible..

THANKS, of not forcing me through..

I guess nothing will be greater than your considerate..

=DDDDD

*Baby, I miss you so much*

I know it will not be easy for me to change my character, even just a little I will think why should I change??

However, sometime something just force me to do so, regardless how unwilling I am ended up I must force myself to do so..

Because everyone is afraid to be hurt..

In such time, I am just like a little girl waiting for my loved one to be with me and endure through my difficulties together and tell me that I arent alone..

Who should be the one to judge who am I, what can I do??

I thought is only me myself, and not others??

Great talk with Jordan, and his style of beliefs gain my support, so I am gonna try it and tell him if it success..

=DDDDD

Despite deep in my heart I doubt it will come true..

Tell me, I am still alive and never will let me die off in such a way..

Tell me, I arent someone with bad character indeed sometime my character work well..

Tell me, whatever I chosen will ended up hurting no one and with a happy ending..

Tell me, this path might be tough but I will feel happy after all..

I am still the DAPHNE NG, who will bottle everything in heart because there is no point I saying out while others have their problems too..

It is hard, but I had used to it..

Never rely on others because no one knows will them leave you alone..

愛情奇妙的地方在於，

沒了它就會渴望，

有了它就會煩惱。

可是人，往往擺脫不了愛情。

即使再固執的人，也會渴望愛情。

愛情，真是害人不淺啊！

*Because I didnt mention, so I must remain silent throughout*

This few days had been studying till I turn crazy, especially at the late night when I am suppose to get on bed but still need to cling around with notes and powerpoint slides..

Watching shows can also imagine or have the urge to get married, just walk down the red carpet and hold onto my husband's hand..

TOTALLY CRAZY~~~~~

=DDDDDD

UT 2 results freaked me out, but I blamed myself, cause I didnt revise much..

But this UT 3, I put my heart and all into it, hope it didnt end up freaked me out again..

After that, welcome CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010~~~

What to do, is like the older I am the more I couldnt find the feelings of such occasions,

except meeting people I most dislike, I cant feel anything..

NUMB..

Why must I let the matter bother me so much??

I hate the feelings whereby I couldnt find an answer for that something,

the matter is so important but yet I still unable to figure out the answer..

Is it true that only when someone you love leave you alone, then you will know what is regret??

How long can I still let this uncertain feelings last??

I shouldnt feel so tiring or bad, because I had tried my best..

It just dun meant for me, nothing more..

At least, I got the answer..

=DDDDD

*I chosen to keep my heart close, unless someone get me the key, but I had thrown it down the ocean.. The pre-destined one will found it and save me out the dark world..*

Even after whatever I have chosen, the outcome is still not what I want, however; what do I really want??
An open relationship with you, or just an answer you could give me??
If those are really what I want, then I already have it, right??

Maybe when everyone started to forget, I am still holding on those foolish thoughts, believing that time might change your mind..

*random*

CHINESE NEW YEAR coming soon, this year it clashed with Valentine's Day,

luckily I dun have anyone to celebrate Valentine together, if not I will also burst my head like how Xiujing did..

=DDDDDD

Despite I thought at least for this year, I will be a little happier with YQ's accompany but then I know there is no way for me to escape the fact that I wont feel so because something is missing, something is different..

Actually, I am much more fortunate than others, I know I am always so..

When I start to see everything simpler, easier, when my vision started to change,

my life changes too..

No wonder when the first time I quarrelled with YQ, his very first thing to grumble was I really changed alot..

Suddenly, missed the times where we both quarrelled,

now even though he did anything to provoke me, I am still so calm and just nag for a while..

Things really changed..

"No longer the same", I must also face the reality..

*曾經有一份真誠的愛擺在我的面前，但是我沒有珍惜，

等到失去的時候才後悔莫及，塵世間最痛苦的事莫過於此。

如果上天可以給我個機會再來一次的話，我會對這個女孩說我愛她，

如果非要在這份愛加上一個期限，我希望是一萬年......*

I guess most of the people will know where this come from, I found it meaningful and tragic somehow..

My "dear" Jordan is the first one to tell me so, because he LOVE this movie so much~~~~

=DDDDD

*Did you even remember?*

FRIDAY, 05/02/2010

Finally meet out with my both DEARS, Jessica and Jordan, one month never saw them,

MISS them so much!!!!!!!

Head down to Jordan's house first then went to Orchard for shopping,
heavy pourdown and we were joking around the entire journey..
FUN FUN FUN~~~~~~~~

The whole day, I was like leaving my lips up right while bickering with Jordan..

Night time, met Jessica for dinner and had a hair-cut,

actually wanna cut side swept bangs, but ended it just looked the same as my previous hairstyle just shorter only..
Cam-whoring the entire night, back to the OLD TIMES~~~~~

This picture just shown how great our relationship was!!!!

Great times with them, and I just feel that my troubles vanished for that moment, thanks for the great talk too..

THANKS to Jordan, because he forbid me and Jessica to buy beers cause I am having test today so he afraid I couldnt wake up on time.. *muack*

Just started revising as I took a 5 hours nap and just finished bathing.. =P

If I not going out tomorrow, maybe I will not need to rush in studying for the test,

however must accompany Jordan go shopping, and there is no way I can skip tomorrow lesson anymore..

5Xs, 2Cs with my UT grade C+,

NICE ONE..

Pink crystal not working well on me, or maybe I am just too stubborn..

Who knows??

Mummy said, maybe I gave them to others so my luck aint working as well as them, nice consolation.. =DDD

Anyway, I dun see this as a problem,

because I know what is the best situation for me right now..

=DDDDDD

I guess, "someone" is watching over me..

Because whenever I thought that is the end, something great will just come to me,

is like keep reminding me, it is still not time yet, press on, DAPHNE..

So it makes me often wonders, how long then I can finally put down everything??

However, if I really insist of doing it, regardless how great that matter can be, I will just ignore and make things go my way..

I know, it all falls on me..

Revision stops at PROBLEM 3, how could I finished it all by tonight??

STRESS STRESS STRESS..

Must at least read through everything better than be like a blur queen..

------罗志祥 - 老实讲-----

爱你却从不讲

幸福的致命伤

从此我只能够在部落格上

路过你快乐悲伤

你说你想飞翔

所以我不阻挡

希望你能够在他的肩膀上

找到那爱的信仰

我承认有些话当时没老实讲

那么坏人就让我来当

我了解有些话现在没老实讲

明天我将失去了胆量

当你成为别人的新娘

你说你想飞翔

所以我不阻挡

希望你能够在他的肩膀上

找到那爱的信仰

我承认有些话当时没老实讲

那么坏人就让我来当

我了解有些话现在没老实讲

明天我将失去了胆量

当你成为别人的新娘

我承认有些话当时若老实讲

现在就不会两败俱伤

只是爱你的心早已濒临疯狂

连我自己也无法抵抗

再也还原不了的时光

*You will know why I like this song, because it fit our situation best..*

Since you have decided, then why you used "ask for you opinion."??

It should be you informed me for it, and not asking for my opinion,

dun take me as an excuse just to make yourself feel better, I didnt ask you to change..

OK, I should learn to control my temper, if not both of us will be unhappy again..

TYQ, you know what I mean so just think about it carefully,

what are the needs and wants, you are old enough to differentiate it..

=DDDDD

Today, meet Xiujing for lunch and both of us were half-dead so when we walking down, chatting chatting, and she mentioned this : "所有。。。‘蒸空消失’whereas the correct idiom should be ‘憑空消失’..

WHAT?? Vacuum disappearance? *classic*

HAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

So this is my dearest Xiujing, and her boyfriend called in that perfect timing too, and she actually told her boyfriend about it, first reaction from her boyfriend was "HUH??"..

*jokes that accompany through our half-dead time*

No matter what, when a person is devoted regardless how cruel or tough the reality come along, the person can still overcome it and wait for the person she/he love much..

A hypothesis that proved by TYQ this guy, and of course there are many other people too..

How long can the devotion last depends on how much effort the person put in,

even it might not have any result, but the person can still do anything willingly,

I hope I can do till this extent as well..

就算再堅強的人，一旦碰觸到‘愛情’還是免不了會感嘆它的無常。

當倔強的人，碰上認定的人，過程都一定要是主動、積極的嗎？

可能該學會什麽是改掉坏習慣，否則再知足的人，也會變得貪心的。

UT 3 is around the corner, and I am extremely disappointed over my Chemistry result, even though I expected bad result but not to such extent.. =(

So gonna make the last SHOT and work hard for this UT!!!!

After that, it marked the end of my YEAR 2 and proceed to YEAR 3 soon,

in another word means I am OLD already!!!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

*NICE ONE, just a simple matter and trigger my mind again*