Even after whatever I have chosen, the outcome is still not what I want, however; what do I really want??
An open relationship with you, or just an answer you could give me??
If those are really what I want, then I already have it, right??

Maybe when everyone started to forget, I am still holding on those foolish thoughts, believing that time might change your mind..

*random*

CHINESE NEW YEAR coming soon, this year it clashed with Valentine's Day,

luckily I dun have anyone to celebrate Valentine together, if not I will also burst my head like how Xiujing did..

=DDDDDD

Despite I thought at least for this year, I will be a little happier with YQ's accompany but then I know there is no way for me to escape the fact that I wont feel so because something is missing, something is different..

Actually, I am much more fortunate than others, I know I am always so..

When I start to see everything simpler, easier, when my vision started to change,

my life changes too..

No wonder when the first time I quarrelled with YQ, his very first thing to grumble was I really changed alot..

Suddenly, missed the times where we both quarrelled,

now even though he did anything to provoke me, I am still so calm and just nag for a while..

Things really changed..

"No longer the same", I must also face the reality..

*曾經有一份真誠的愛擺在我的面前，但是我沒有珍惜，

等到失去的時候才後悔莫及，塵世間最痛苦的事莫過於此。

如果上天可以給我個機會再來一次的話，我會對這個女孩說我愛她，

如果非要在這份愛加上一個期限，我希望是一萬年......*

I guess most of the people will know where this come from, I found it meaningful and tragic somehow..

My "dear" Jordan is the first one to tell me so, because he LOVE this movie so much~~~~

=DDDDD

*Did you even remember?*