This few days had been studying till I turn crazy, especially at the late night when I am suppose to get on bed but still need to cling around with notes and powerpoint slides..

Watching shows can also imagine or have the urge to get married, just walk down the red carpet and hold onto my husband's hand..

TOTALLY CRAZY~~~~~

=DDDDDD

UT 2 results freaked me out, but I blamed myself, cause I didnt revise much..

But this UT 3, I put my heart and all into it, hope it didnt end up freaked me out again..

After that, welcome CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010~~~

What to do, is like the older I am the more I couldnt find the feelings of such occasions,

except meeting people I most dislike, I cant feel anything..

NUMB..

Why must I let the matter bother me so much??

I hate the feelings whereby I couldnt find an answer for that something,

the matter is so important but yet I still unable to figure out the answer..

Is it true that only when someone you love leave you alone, then you will know what is regret??

How long can I still let this uncertain feelings last??

I shouldnt feel so tiring or bad, because I had tried my best..

It just dun meant for me, nothing more..

At least, I got the answer..

=DDDDD

*I chosen to keep my heart close, unless someone get me the key, but I had thrown it down the ocean.. The pre-destined one will found it and save me out the dark world..*