Hot-tempered, short-tempered, bad-tempered,

this few days I had been covered with such emotions,

get agitated and pissed off easily, till even myself also think that's is something wrong inside my brain, dun say people with me during these few days..

YQ, seen it for so long so he is immune from it,

the rest of my kuku friends didnt treat me as normal ever since the beginning, therefore they thought I am just abnormal again..

I also dunno what happen on me, just know I provoke people whenever I can till I finally know how to stop then stop..

Please knock me down!!!!!!!

My body havent been listening to me too,

gastric, nose, throat, everywhere can find pain and uncomfortable,

hurting me for the past one week, not recovering and even worsen..

OK, must learn how to take care of myself already..

I told a lie,

but he didnt believe it, just pretended to believe but not deep in his heart..

I told a lie,

in order to let him feel a little relieved, but he knew it..

I told a lie,

for myself and him, trying to make our life better..

However, till the end nothing gonna to turn great because that was a lie..

To be with someone that understand you well might be good,

but whatever you intending to do will be expose in front of the person, that is irritating..

Who knows if I will meet the same person again or not,

and if I dun which means I need to cherish the moments I am holding right now..

That is tough, when I can foreseen all the happy things will vanish sooner or later..

What is PEACE??

What is LOVE??

LOVE lead the way to PEACE??

Or PEACE lead the way to LOVE??

Watching NARUTO and making myself to think of this prophecy, abit kuku but I am just wondering.. =DD

That YQ keep telling me stop watching such shows,

cause I am gonna be wash brained, out of nowhere keep thinking of non related stuffs..

YEAH, even if I watched also must act as though I dun care about it,

if not he is going to nag at me again..

=DDDDD

*I trapped myself in that day, never want to get up*