another girl tat secretly fall in love to her friend....
and ii could even see the girl's eye,
it include love, sorrows, fear, hesitation.....
if ii will to be the girl,
ii sure will verii shameless, confess to tat guy....
when was the last time ii fall in love secretly and confess to him???
it was at 2007 ba???
and ii just dreamt of tat guy yesterday night.....
but verii sure, this dream wont come true!!!!
however, couldnt deny....
tat dream was SWEET.... =DDD

ii believe ii placing it down, slowly and partly....
without anii hesitation, ii placing it down.....
of cos, if it could be place down easily,
tat means it wasnt deep in my heart.....
which is true, it didnt holds high position in my heart!!!!!
(not to Shawn or Tan YiQiang)

thanks to ALL tat concern how mii and Shawn are working out,
appreciate those tat meant GOOD,
but not to those tat saying BAD about us....
Shawn is alreadii an adult,
even though some of his thinking are too immature....
somemore, ii am going to 19 soon,
therefore how do both of us handle our relationship,
does it matter whoever???

chalet on march....
with w25F....
best cliques in poly,
so hope will enjoy on tat day....=DDD
xiujing dear said, if ii and Shawn didnt "together",
she will go 'punch' and ask Shawn, "if he is a man??"
hahahahahahahhax......
but frankly speaking,
if by Valentine Day and both of us didnt together,
tat means we wont together le....
*a promise tat both of us, agreed*

continue writing my own story,

hoping to finish it by this year.....

even though it was just starting of the year....*lol*

however, could it be true tat,

ii didnt learnt from my lesson???

thsoe bad experiences ii had,

shouldnt it be enough for mii to turn "clever"???