"you warmth my heart but he occupied my heart, despite ii know he wont come back to mii anii more"
My msn nick for the day..
Couldnt deny, you realii warmth my heart..
But ii just couldnt forget how he actually walked into my heart..
He is the first person tat ii hope could accompany mii 'forever'..
He let mii realii understand,
how LOVE could be cruel at times..
He taught mii tat when you realii LOVE someone,
it will be so hard for you to FORGET..
He didnt manage to do so,
same applies to mii..

August, 27, 2008..
The day he stepped out of my world,
went in to his own world..
The verii last time ii saw his tears,
the last time ii cried for him..
Even if he break his promises made with mii,
ii didnt blame him and forgive him verii fast..
Memories with him just flashed through my mind again..
ii didnt allow myself to recall it,
however, ii am just deceiving myself..
All the memories are kept deep in my heart,
ii didnt forget if not, how will ii recall??

Shouldnt be a emo post again..
Regardless ii know there is guy trying hard to be like him..
But, he could never be like him..
Just like ii could never be the girl in his heart..
No matter will we haven outcome,
becos we LOVED, so we will cherish more now..
*if you will to read this post, pls dun mention anii thing in front of mii*

It will be Sunday in Singapore when he is stepping in another new world..
Therefore, does it means ii will upset for two days??
Planning to go East Coast this Saturday..
Will ii go alone, or with the company of you??
Or maybe, ii will just stay at home and rot for the whole day,
ii afraid do not have the strength to recall everii thing..

我没告诉他，其实我写了一封信给他。。
那封信就在他的电脑里，
他不会发现的一个角落。。
在我决定不和他离开时，
在我知道他没办法再留下来时，
我就写好了信，留给他。。。
现在，就算他读了信，
也不可能改变什么了！！

*hope tat you will get happiness*