There are always exception..

What you think is normally not what you got..

ii thought that we could change the facts,

but when we got to know it,

we are just deceiving ourselves..

Had a long talk with Jordan yesterday night..

From his bung mates to his education to Mdm Tan (our F&N teacher)

to F&N theories or topics then to NIE..

He is going off to study after his ORD!!!

Okiie..

This is something he wanted from long ago..

ii should support him!!!

He talked about YOU too..

He said hope tat mii and Jessica can have happiness..

ii know this term shouldnt be use on myself too much,

cos ii will tend to rely on it and trap myself in those fantasy world..

ii am working hard on our story now..

On the way of finishing.. One thirth more..

*YEAH*

Still meet out with Shawn,

with that girl's eyes not on mii anii more..

She muz be the happiest to see ii and Shawn end up no outcome..

*hahaha*

So silly of her, fall in love on someone tat will never come to you..

However, this is how LOVE goes on..

You LOVE mii, but ii LOVE her/him...

That is always opposite..

ii had a beautiful dream today..=DDD

and ii force myself to dream it again,

and the dream realii continue..

Not to a happii ending, but at least a good ending..

Didnt thought of him appearing in my dream..

*hahaha*

*ii didnt cry doesnt mean ii dun care,

becos PAIN do not need TEARS to calculate..*