I had been taking my mind for a trip to the past,

then I had my mind fully screwed too..

SORRY,

if this is the word to describe the situation right now..

Everything makes me look like a fool,

ever since the beginning till the end,

the ending that I should had expected long ago..

SORRY,

it dun suits me anyway..

Those bits and pieces shot me down,

crushed my heart again and again,

I left with nothing but tears,

unstoppable tears fell down my cheeks..

Then I realised, I am all alone again..

July 15th seems to get closer, but I am screwing my mind once again..

When I told everyone, "I am OKAY",

I started to believe that I am fine too, however the answer is actually "NO",

and it had been following me for long dun seems to get away from me..

It left me with no choice but to accept it,

accept the fact that, "I am NOT OKAY"..

Please, I beg whoever!!!!

I dun want lead a life like this,

I dun want to keep deceiving myself that I am alright,

I dun want seeing how lovely the scene is..

Please, grant me another time!!!

回忆好可怕！

越是藏得隐秘，越是容易显现出来。

会有那么一天，回忆竟然会自动消失吗？

如果，能让心痛减少些。。。