Spending most of time alone this entire week, because of the WORLD CUP so YQ didnt has much time with me, but I couldnt do anything except calling him or msging him..

I rather him staying at home for WORLD CUP than outside settling stuffs that I never agree and will lead to argument between us..

First, I FLUNKED MY LAB MANAGEMENT MODULE!!!!

A module supposed to be EASIEST, I just flunked it!!!!!

I made a deal to myself, no more joking around for the next UTs, I swear to my GOD that I am going to study for every four modules and can just FYP leave behind first!!!!!

I really miss the days we can just do whatever we want freely, will the day comes in the future??

TYQ, please fulfil the promise!!!!

After WORLD CUP, trips to ZOO/Night safari, Chocolate Fondue, MOVIES, Sungei Buloh........

More to be added cause I haven think of any at the time being..

=DDDDD

I tried to understand every action/move he doing now,

is it just too long since he have bottled or just we are already at the stage of stable relationship??

No more honeymoon period for our relationship now??

Or is just that I choose not to face what belongs to us??

At least I need him to tell me what am I supposed to do before I can figure out if it is appropriate, but I dun receive any..

I keep wandering around my FB page, why will changing or not my status troubled the both of us so much??

I admitted that you are my BF, that dun sounds convincing??

We kissed, hugged, that dun seems secure??

Then how about the security I want from you, are you able to fulfil it??

I never expect myself to be such extend, because I thought my character wont allows me to do so, but my rational can..

However, when the other party is you, everything just changed..

I rather keep the harsh words to myself than saying out at the moment, because I know one day either of us will regret..

I know you dun mean it, maybe picked the wrong time to rake up the topic,

when I am still looking forward for your call every night now, but before you called I felt the disappointment, and after what you mentioned I realised your words just sounded like knives cutting my flesh..

一步步地再次踏进那属于我们的世界，

但我在那儿发现了曾经留下的回忆，

顿时我觉得，已经无法回到那时候，

而你搂着我说，我们还有未来，这时我才发现我也在期待着。

Anyway, I am in the wrong, shouldnt let him the victim..

"Baby, SORRY!!!!"

=DDD