If can, I really hope to be away of all these..

If can, I really want to be at another country..

If can, I really will go for my dream..

If can, I really think everything might be better..

It still seems so hard for me walk every step, I told myself not to think anymore but those thoughts still come and chase after me..

Can I be like a devil??

Everyone said it will be hard, for me..

So I should believe??

I couldnt bear to leave everything behind, despite I know by leaving will make me feel better, should I be selfish for once??

No one can tell me the answer, because they dun want to be culprit of my vanished dream..

Then, it proved that I will be the culprit to my own crashed dream..

Yes, it is a no turning back way..

坚强是我的优点更是我的缺点。

沉默是我的选择更是我的唯一。

爱情是我的信仰更是我的威胁。

原本我能够握有幸福的，但我无法选择，我背叛了自己的爱情才会有如此的下场。

我怨不得别人，只能恨自己的无奈。

请你一定要幸福，这样我才能微笑着。