THANKS GOD!!!!

I seen your true intention, Jacob Koh you will never know how glad I am of not accepting you at that time, because you dun deserve it after all..

You still have the cheeks to say had been waiting for me so long??

Come on, I guess I am still smart enough..

Nowadays I wondered, experience really helps??

I been through life and death, let go my most beloved ones twice in my life, got rejected everytime I confessed to a guy,

I forsaken my dignity, my courage, my confidence,

now I left with nothing..

LOVE is important in ones' life??

Of course because it is so easy to fallen into but hardly able to get out of it,

LOVE seems fascinating, that's why everyone pursue it, walking step by step towards it..

我好怕！

好怕有一天，发现自己没有如此的勇敢支撑下去，

到时候，我是否真的能够下定决心离开这个伤心地？

勇气、自信、尊严、矜持、原则

该有的，我都舍弃了，不在了。

I am waiting, waiting, waiting..

I am single, but has a super nice boyfriend..

I am emotional and rational..

I am who I am when by your side..

I am not going to change..

I guess it is really time, no more just saying..
Trust me, I will try my very best this time round, not going to talk big again..
Jessica asked me before, are you worth for me to wait??
That moment I answered YES, you are!!!
Now I know, even if inside my heart I think you are worth it, but your every action contradict with my thoughts, is time to change my thoughts..
I hope the next time Jessica or anyone asked me the same question, I can answer NO!!!
No matter if you have a girlfriend or not,
you are no longer my Mr. Nod guy, because you wont face me and give me a nod anymore..
Remember??
If I love fantasy so much, dun forget there is a harsh reality still awaits me..
I know, the most harsh reality I gotten was your rejection..