Finally calm down a lot,

it had been a long journey for me..

Nothing changed eh??

I guess everything back to the same like how you first left me behind,

and that was when I fell in love with another guy and totally forgot how much you have given me in these eight years..

SO now, can I fall for another guy again??

It seems like a silly question, didnt I have someone in my mind there is why I refused leaving with you??

I cant imagine till the end I still chose this path,

I really thought you can change my mind, but till you told me the reason I changed was because of him then I realized you are right..

Whatever is it,

that didnt change any facts, because I still picked this path myself..

And I finally knew it,

no matter how loud I screamed, no matter how courageous I walked, no matter how firm I said,

ended up, I still hurt myself, hurt you..

And you wont be back like the past, no more birthday wishes upon your return, no longer have you to be by my side if I meet any problems..

Now I think back, if I didnt came into RP, if I picked the path that have you, if I hold onto tightly, does everything that happened on us be a little happier??

It really proved the saying right,

"everything is destined"

if you didnt leave me behind in the first place, I wont fall for him,

if I didnt confess, you wont grab the chance to come back and console me,

if the scene didnt repeat, we wont be thinking that we were back at the past..

I promised that I will grab tightly onto the happiness in next turn,

I promised that I wont shed much tears after you are not around me,

I promised that I can face the reality bravely,

I promised that I am still the old DAPHNE you fallen for,

but do you know that, I dun think I can live up to your expectations..

我把我们的故事再看了一遍，

从我们相识，

到和Calvin在一起，

到David离开我们，

Calvin结婚，

你的告白，

我们的相爱，

原来。。。我们的回忆时如此的多，

多到让我足够好好欣赏一辈子了。。。