The more I stopped myself of thinking, the more I realized the time is drawing near,

in less than 3 days time,

I had been telling myself, I am the one who pushed him away but I cant control myself of not thinking about the life without his accompany..

How selfish am I??

Now I think back, if I can quarrel lesser with him in the past, if I can be more firm in my stand of not letting him step into the society again, if I can spend more time with him, maybe now we wont be that unbearable..

The time we have right now is after my school, he come over to drive me to his house or go have dinner together,

it seems never enough for us..

I had been reminding myself,

Daphne, dun be upset cannot regret, you chose this path then face the consequences,

I really hope to do till no regrets, but I felt the pain deeply into my heart..

历史一再重演，

我们的结局却没有因次而有所改变。

是我太固执，

还是你太善良？

我想，这是个没有答案的问题。。。