Today, I finally realized how difficult is it to make the person you love fall in love on you too. 

A totally difficult task. 

So after all I have put in, nothing come back.

OH, maybe there is something. 

Memories

I never expect myself turning to 22 in a week time still devastating over the past,

or is it really because my birthday is drawing near that's why I can't get over?

I thought I made myself to put everything behind me,

I thought I told myself not to dwell over the incident,

I thought I pull myself up after what happened,

I thought, really thought..

None of the gifts are what I want.

Why ask when none can get me what I yearn?

Why give when none know what I truly want?

Why celebrate when none is the one I hope?

Why-Why-Why

This isn't the first time, definitely not the last either.

How many times must I always repeat this till I can also finally realized how foolish am I?

I returned to write.

Back to the story I am supposed to leave incomplete.

And then, the memories flashed back too.

From the story title till present.

How long can I still write this story?

 Or rather how long will I take to complete this story?

Funny - when I asked why should I change?

Foolish - when I decided to change.

Fearless - when I regained my courage

It will just follow, non stopping

Mr.Nod Guy,
I wonder if you will remember the day this year.No matter how much I tell myself to replace you with another, memories with you definitely strike and make me turn. So I believe, unless I close my heart to you I will able to continue on.