My Place~

爲什麽沒人來愛我？

我永遠尋不到這問題的答案。

原來不是因爲我一直放不下對他的感情，

而是我本來就不是別人會看上眼的那種女人，

原來。。。真的是我所以不可行！

I put in all my efforts, looking for the right partner, right friend, right companion,

but at last everything just don't goes by my way, and I really mean everything.

I can't find a place that I can escape from, I am stucked here, 

like a bird missing the wide, big sky. 

I would rather break my wings than being trapped in a cage, 

however when my wings regrown again, I lost my way in the sky.

I have been saying that I am still young to worry over this issue, but when time is clocking there is no such thing of young forever. 

一個人，都是一個人

那些說過會陪伴我的人，每每在我崩潰時卻尋不到他們的身影

我不是想逃避，只是想學會面對

面對這殘忍的現實，面對這不用明説的待遇，面對這幼稚可笑的説法

我走了，遠離了

就連自己都快消失在這黑暗裏，連自己都希望心臟不再跳動

所以。。。我打算遠走了

Hey, Mr.Nod Guy

I have just realized myself few days back, you're still existing in my heart. Just when your name was mentioned by a stranger whom barely knows you, when my existence was put together with you. Or should I be happier people remembered me together with you? But do you know, I can't smile over it. I wanted to run away from that, just like how you escaped from me few years back, few years back. I guess I can understand why I ain't your first choice not even a back-up, I guess it's really my problem, mine. You will be fine, happy, blessed. Because I passed all my lucks to people whom I loved the most, cared the most. Then when you, Jessica, Xiujing, Jordan, my family, my colleagues are all blessed, I guess that should be the time I left everyone. I have to find a place for myself as well, but I know that place isn't beside anyone whom I loved or cared, that place will only accept me, alone. I will wish for everyone, every single one.