okiie...
ii thought since ii managed to sleep early yesterday night,
ii wont be too tired tis morning,
however....ii woke up with fright!!!!!

ii should be waking up 6plus tis morning,
and yup....ii did woke up at tis time....
with my face full of tears....
ii oso dunno why were there tears,
at first ii thought was juv sweats,
but it slipped down my eyes....
was it still sweats???
not sure wat happened to mii,
but there were juv tears on my face....

my mother was shocked to see mii woke up so early,
den ii went to bath, and figure out wat happen to mii....
recalled....recalled......
ii finally remembered,
ii dreamt of something yesterday!!!!!
dun worrii, it was not about cats.....
ii dreamt of a story wif a guy......
as usual, ii cant remembered the face....
however....tis is a beautiful story....

in the dream, ii was with the guy and he was my husband in the dream...
we juv woke up in tat beautiful morning and got a kiss from the guy tat moment....
den we went out of the house to the beach....
yup, the house was juv beside the beach....
verii verii sweet and lovely!!!!
everii day was happily spending our time through,
till one day, and tat is why ii will shed tears....

we were out of the house and walkin at the town...
watched movie, shopping, eating....
den.... there was a car passed through and driving towards mii....
old drama story.....
the guy pushed mii away.....
a pool of blood, stained my white dress....
next moment was in hospital....
operation took place, waitin outside the room...
yup, end up.... the guy was died!!!!
and the next sence was DAVID appeared!!!!
ii oso saw him laying on the road, right beside the guy....
bigger pool of blood,
and ii could onlii cried and cried, hugged them until my whole dress was stained!!!

when ii woke up, ii realized why will ii had tears,
not onlii sad about the guy in the dream and about DAVID.....
why suddenly DAVID appeared in my dream???
when the moment ii recalled, tink of everii one lo....
DAVID, CALVIN, YIQIANG!!!!
tat is why ii will cried, isnt it???

not sure whether is it becos of tis dream,
ii got emo for whole day....
reached home, started to tink of all the rubbish again....
who am ii living for???
not myself, but others....
continue thinkin, continue emo, den end up.... cried again...

ii break the promise we made tat time...
ii promise you ii wont think of those negative things,
but ii cant....
ii promise you ii will smile always,
but ii didnt....
apologize for breaking the promises....
but ii know you will sure console mii den scolding mii....

*sorrii, sorrii, sorrii...*