TAN YIQIANG....
you better dun test my patience!!!!!!
ii told you not to help mii or do anii rash decision....
wat are you doing now?????
ii wanted to solve this matter by myself,
even though ii know will be difficult....
but pls, why cant you believe on mii???

yesterday night,
told jessica wat happen to mii tis days....
till around 11plus, ii wanna sleep le....
but 12plus, woke up by a call....
okiie....
the call was from CALVIN...
he asked whether am ii fine,
den ii realized, TAN YIQIANG told him the things....
obviously!!!!!
TAN YIQIANG, ignored my request...

talked to CALVIN for a hour plus,
and the whole conversation he keep sae,
"ii help you la!!!!"
ii dun wan take you guys help anii more!!!!!!!
TAN YIQIANG....
tis is why ii dun wan to tell you,
den you keep pester mii to tell you,
but end up.....
you dun listen to mii!!!!!!
you did it deliberately.....

wat you wan mii to do????
ii cant stop you of wanted to help mii,
but cant you juv trust mii for tis moment??????
ii put my trust on you,
why can you????
ii know you can expect my move,
but dun forget,
ii am a coward after all....
ii wont do it,
ii said it to attract attention!!!!!!
however, no one get attracted by mii....

ii tried verii hard to stop myself,
but my strength and courage are goin to used up....
ii am afraid wont have the strength to walk down the road,
dun have the courage to face everii things...
till tat day,
ii might realii be selfish and leave here alone....
becos....
till tat day, ii wont thought of others anii more....

TAN YIQIANG...
ii wont quarrel with you becos of tis...
but ii juv wan you not to take my words as granted....
even though ii am verii pissed off now,
but ii wont blame you for it,
becos....
you care about mii, ii know....
you worried about mii, ii know...
you feel hurt or pain for mii, ii know...
so.... ii wont and cant blame you...

不要以为什么都是理所当然的，
你的关心、温柔、任性、体贴，
是因为你心里有我。。。
所以，那些心理没有我的人，
根本不可能会像你一样，
对我好！！！！

ii worked verii hard to walk so far,
dun hope to stop at this position as ii am able to walk down....
believe on yourself than others...