okiie....
at last ii didnt went to sch yesterday....
expected outcome....
woke up at 12plus den watched tv....

maybe was yesterday mood,
drag till today....(monday)
ii started to miss TAN YIQIANG more frequently....
from the day, he walked mii home.....
ii miss TAN YIQIANG more and more....

ii know shouldnt compare him with TAN YIQIANG...
but he have some similar points as TAN YIQIANG....
this, ii should agree....
who is the 'he', ii tink my friends can guess it right....
but ii wont wan him to get involve in my life....
becos, ii might not see him or remember him so much....
unless, he realii become my friend's partner....
den ii might give my friend some 'face'...
but at the time being, not realii....

juv finish chatting with TAN YIQIANG....
web-cam....
it was 8pm plus at singapore,
it was 6am plus at vancouver....
why wasnt TAN YIQIANG having his sleep????
cos he woke up during tat time....
as usual, doing proposal again....
his company is fighting with a japan deal....
so jia you lo....=DDD
ii am here to support you!!!!!=DDDD

expected....
he will read mii blog during his free time...
den know my recent life filled with sorrows and tears....
he didnt scold or nag at mii,
juv keep saying:
"hang in there, ii always with you"
okiie....
ii thought ii can shoot him back,
sayin he is not beside mii when ii am sad....
but ii know ii am the one who leave him alone.....
so ii do not have the right to sae him....

不要用你的温柔在我身上，
这样只会让我更讨厌你！！！
没有了陈毅镪，
我开始把每个男人来和他作比较。。。
你对我的温柔，似乎是理所当然的，
所以，我才要别人也是心甘情愿对我吗？？？
其实，他是心甘情愿的，
是我不愿意接受他的温柔！！！
所以，不该怪她，对吗？？？

陈毅镪，
真的很想一直和你走在一起。。。
可是。。。
我们不能，也不愿意！！！
你对我说，只要我们再努力，
或者说，如果我毕业了，
可能我们就能走在一起了！！！
这是我们最好的梦想，
也因为这是梦想，
我们是不是只能梦呢？？？

read finish the horoscope novel....
it is "libra", so ii try to read it as fast as ii can....
expected ending, so nothing much....
juv found tat, compare with my "dear",
is not quite similar...=P
but the ending,
both leads are together...
happii ending!!!!!

*陈毅镪，我爱你！！！*