If only you meet the right one, or you assume is the right one..

Then you are willing to do anything for the one..

Not everyone is the same, therefore no one is perfect..

Another friend told me that the other girl should let go,

just yesterday went out with Jessica, Jason, Manyu, Qiuling, Ryan and Jacob..

As Jason is going in to camp this friday,

our JOKER friend is finally in and I guess we will miss him!!!

Through some talk with Jessica,

I realized, next month, July 22 is known as the prediction date of the Tsunami warning,

and is also my 2 years anniversary!!!

ARGH!!!!

Even though I know he wont have enough time to stay here till that day,

but I still hope the prediction is wrong..

Who will I rather want to be??

A silly girl that secretly wait for the guy, or,

become a "third party" and destroy other people's family??

I know I am doing both now,

waiting for a chance to get the guy,

as well as holding back him and dun want him to leave,

thus become a "third party" offically..

Of course, I know my limit..

Never will get over it, even if I want it will never success too..

I can still do whatever I want now,

so please forgive me of doing all these..

I promised, after this month, after he leave,

whatever punishment I will accept..

At least for now, dun blame me, please!!!

Anyway, should be going down to Clarke Quay with him today,

but since Sunday to yesterday I haven been at home,

and I came to library with Jessica now, so I didnt go Clarke Quay..

So, he was damn ANGRY!!!

I just remember it when I am bathing halfway,

so rush to bath finish and gave him a call..

Of course, raise voice here and there,

end up, I hung up the phone..

However, until 5 plus just now I called him..

And that idiot, actually booked the table for tomorrow le!!!

Just wanna see how I beg for his forgiveness,

but failed, because I heard his giggling through the phone..

USELESS!!!!

=DDD

“妳到底是要‘陈’还是‘周’？？”

“我要不起‘陈’了！”

是啊！我要不起你了！！

无论你怎么努力，我还是无法过自己这一关。

男孩跨过了海洋，来到女孩身边，

可是女孩还是不改当初的决定，

即使男孩带来了好消息，女孩还是没有心动。

执着的是男孩还是女孩呢？

残忍的是女孩还是命运呢？

不舍的是爱情还是名分呢？

该来的是等待还是放下呢？

就连他们两个，也都糊涂了。。

*wonder how it feels*