Is it a JOKE or a DREAM??
He finally confessed and told me what the surprise is,
and no doubt, I turned angry!!!

I know he is trying to make me feel better,
make my life better so that I wont worry so much,
but this time round, he is too overboard..
Because, I wont accept this grand present from him..
I cant and never will accept that..

There is a new condominium build up nearby my house here,
and he actually brought me over there yesterday night,
saying that he is going to buy one storey for my family..
Totally CRAZY!!!!
I turned and leave, where he chase after me and stop me..

And again, we quarrelled..
How can he make this decision without discussing with me first??
Why will he want to give me such big present??
He said thousands of sweet words, apologize over thousand times,
but I am still in a furious manner, so I didnt accept too..
End up, I rush back home and can see he waited for me at my house downstair,
so I soft-hearted go down look for him..

----Mushy words and actions in progress----

OK..
At last, his reason of wanted to buy the place is because,
he wanted me to lead a better life,
no need to worry about my family,
he want something that bought by him accompany me when he is not around..

And so, his plan is cancelled..
I wont accept the gift, so he give in to me..
Even though I know his intention is good,
but I just dun think it is right to accept it,
all my friends, dun you guys think so??

Starting on the countdown day,
he most probably will stay till this month end,
in order to give me what I hoped to have..
He seriously is giving me whatever I want to,
no matter how hard or typical the thing is,
he will just satisfy me..

Divorced can remarry again,
break up can patch back again,
failed in confession can change target again,
however, once heart broken the phobia will follows till the end..
It will never recover fully, because it had formed into scars..

谢谢/对不起
当我拒绝时，心里其实在淌血。
你在问我时，心里一定在紧张。
所以，我喜欢你的了解！
喜欢不用我说出口，你就能明白的那个‘默契’！

Therefore, my "boyfriend"..
This is for you,
*I LOVE YOU*
Never will forget and never will recover,
because I know you wont do so too..