Tuesday, June 23, 2009

My happy moments came to an end,
and needed to keep it as my perfect memories..
Few more days to my sad day again,
he never failed to make me smile, and also my tears..
He must be the first guy I shed most of tears on,
and the first one that make my life brighten up..

Why need those significant item to prove that we are together??
I think are the actions and thoughts that counts..
The item just stand as a token of the relationship..
At least, we dun need any at the time being..

Will he come back specially for me on next month??
That become my question to him and for myself..
I know just a second can change people's mind,
dun say now is a month..
It will have enough time to change thousands or millions of thoughts,
without fail, mine and his too..

The only thing I can do now is just keeping the memories fresh and clear,
before everything actually faded away by time..
I always said, since I have nothing to do now,
why dun put those time on recalling our past,
memorize every single you said before,
remember every thoughtful action you did to me..
I guess it will never be enough with just these few,
but I know greediness will cause failure to anything,
therefore, I choose to be contented..

Even though those were just sweet talks,
but I simply felt happy by listening to them..
A promise that left undone,
a sentence that left unsaid..
None of us willing to rake it up,
and even till now, he is still deceiving himself..

I made my stand clear, but contradicting with my actions..
He spoke what he think of, but couldnt get my consent..
What is really wrong with the both of us??
Is it time wise, or we are not destined??

在对的时候,遇上错的人,那是后悔。
在不对的时候,遇上对的人,那是遗憾。
后悔还能重来,遗憾不能弥补。

Just exactly the same as how we undergo last year,
therefore, I had experience but another scar on my heart..
Never mind, because experience is most important..

"Baby Boyfriend", I dunno how long can I address you in this way,
but I hope the line belongs to me, I am over possessive, I know..
But just grant my wish again, another time..


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