OK, the hangover effect is wanting my life and I welcome my first self-declared off day,

the second week of school and I didnt attend school..

With my handphone 23 missed calls starting from 8am to 10am,

and I woke up by natural, dun wish to wake up because the dream I had yesterday was pretty sweet..

My whole body is aching now, and I hope next time wont drink until that serious,

unless there is such happy occasion like Saturday..

I am making amend to my PP report now, two more section and can resend again,

but I have no mood to continue my work, therefore need to wait till tomorrow..

=DDDDD

Yi Qiang told me something yesterday night,

it might be a late good news for me now, if only the news came few months ago,

when everything didnt happened till such situation..

He knows it wont change my mind, but he still insist of telling me,

just to wait for a chance for me to turn my head over, same like how I am waiting now..

There is another SINGLE night party this coming Wednesday,

how am I going to survive again??

Also couldnt push it away, so I must go and need to drink also..

Please bless myself not to get alcohol poisoning or affect my gastric anymore,

of course I need to endure it over, but just hope not that miserable..

Yi Qiang is going to restrict me of not drinking so much,

this Wednesday he will be at the guys side, while I am at the girls side,

even though we are both in different venue, but end up he will sure be the one that sent me home, (unless I am drunk again)

dunno how to tell my father about it, but just hope not a family riot again..

Must be happy over my friends getting married,

so let me enjoy another day again..

=DDDD

Your words are always so beautiful for me to hear,

but you will never know I am afraid of hearing your every single word,

I do not hold any rights to hear your lovely words now,

because I betrayed this promise, just like how you betrayed the promise you made for me..

However, life still need to go on and I saw the eassy you left in my thumb drive,

SORRY, I didnt tell you about it,

SORRY, I forsake our promises,

SORRY, this is really the last time..

Tan Yi Qiang, even if one day I disappeared in your life,

please remember, I will bless you no matter where am I..