So the promises made with me are totally WORTHLESS??

And yet YOU have the face to tell me remember OUR PROMISES??

What is this???????

Now then I see it clearly..

I still wondering why didnt you call me, when I have off day from school today,

keep thinking you might be busy, then I knew you are really busy, busy over settling stuffs which are not suitable for me to know!!!!

YOU are so awesome, consider of my feelings right??

Dun want me to worried right???

Why do everyone keep assuming that I am too good to be hurted???

Why cant ask me straight in face, what I really want?????

However, despite I said whatever I want, no one intend to do or agree of what I want..

Why did YOU make the decision for me??

Why dun YOU give me an option to choose??

Why cant YOU let the promise made be fulfilled??

I AM FREAKING PISSED!!!!!!

DUN ASK FOR MY FORGIVENESS ONLY WHEN YOU HURT ME SO DEEPLY..

All your brothers whom bucked you up, maybe is their support or accomapny, that allow you to have strength to continue whatever you want..

For that one moment, you forgot about my existence only worried about your brothers,

GOOD!!!!!!

You are such a good buddy right??

So I have nothing much to say, just go ahead and do whatever you like then..

Once again, I lost faith..

Next time dun make any promises with me, I HATE THIS!!!!!

Everything come and goes so easily, when I keep the promise deep inside my heart, no one CARE!!!!!!!

Please, stop crushing my heart over and over again..

I know I wont ignore you, because I know you are hurted too..

But dun ever treat me like a 13-years-old girl, whom can believe your words once again,

there is always a harsh reality, you made me see that clearer now..

TAN YI QIANG, you praised me did a good job of pushing you away,

I wanted to say, you did a better job on breaking OUR promises..

OK, finished venting my anger, with my handphone now 74 missed calls and 97 messages..

You must have asked all your brothers to call me, but it become a scar on my heart again,

while the previous one had not fully heal, the second one came..

*If you even remember, today is the 22nd*