YOO HOO~~~~~

Accompany Yi Qiang down to have a belated birthday celebration organized by his friends,

KBOX and opened three bottles of Martell and two bottles of Chivas.. (alot)

In the end, the worker still need to help on carrying a few of friends out,

HAHAHHAHHA..

That scene was super funny, whereas I seh seh walked out cause I didnt even touch a sip of liquor,

played games also Yi Qiang or other friends helped me CHEERS..

Ended up, I most sober and almost the whole gang drunk..

So got them up on cab, then sent Yi Qiang home,

luckily reached his house around morning le, so I took the first train home after settled him down..

The whole night, Yi Qiang was like keep apologizing,

and then his actions, his words, finally let me realised how stupid am I now..

'O' Level ENGLISH tomorrow,

wish me LUCKS man..

I am freaking nervous..

What to do????

I deleted off a long post and replaced it..

I wanted to say or explain everything out here, but I just remember what Jessica told me before, so I didnt do it..

It might be hard for me to do this now, but I know when time drag longer, the right feelings is then all gone..

If it will to maintain the same, then that will be the time for me to speak aloud..

If this is what I can get in return, I have no other choices but to face it,

despite I fought so hard for it, but it is not meant for me..

When I walked to you, could you tell me what your heart is telling now??

When I asked again the question, could you tell me the answer I want??

However, for now I will just close my eyes and try to forget everything you have given me,

maybe till the day I failed to forget you, I will then know how important you are in my heart..

This is the only thing I can do now, in order to let everything back to square one again..

我也不想放弃，可是老天每次都狠狠地践踏我的信心。

就像你一样，不也就是因为没有信心，所以才不敢往前吗？

而现在的我，也决定和你一样，

失去信心的DAPHNE NG，只能继续挂着面具的过日子。。。