I am working on my PP poster right now, while that stupid Yi Qiang pestering me throughout..

Outside is full of mahjong sounds, heavy metal musics, screaming, television background,

I thought hiding in the room will be better with only my music and having my own world,

who knows that KUKU keep disturbing me!!!!!

LOL.. =DDDDDD

I cant sit TAXI!!!!!

I will carsick, and dunno why only for public transport,

for own cars or motobike, no such problem..

Found myself so weird.. =P

I had been thinking over and over again,

but I still got the same answer, am I too stubborn to change my mind or I am just forcing myself to believe this entire fact??

So when is it coming to an end??

Till the day I gotten my real gift or till I finally realise how silly am I??

Yesterday really totally breakdown, out of no way cried like nobody business,

until Yi Qiang called and heard my different then I stop crying..

Ultimately, when he asked what happen to me I turn speechless, I also dunno what happen to me, maybe my tears too much need some place to shed out, and yesterday was the best time for it..

Thanks Yi Qiang, is your accompany that keep me strong enough to handle my own stuffs in my own way..

Your support is my best antidote over such matters and I am grateful for it.. =DDD

And and, my novels read till the last two books,

going to Xiujing's book store soon to look for other books..

I am very interested to Rome Myth nowadays, but couldnt find the related in Kinokuniya, must visit the library again..

I miss the days without worries and simply just chiong for O levels and skipping school,

a blink of eye, I am soon to my 20 and still uncertain on my future??

I am afraid when I cross over the road and a car just bumped onto me, I guess by that time I will not need to stress myself about my future and those unhappy issues..

OK, not trying to kill myself in this way, just thinking about it,

because accidents are unpredictable..

女孩明白了，只有放手才能握住。

而她也知道，当握着越紧只会让自己伤痕累累。

女孩只想开开心心地过着失去男孩的日子，

因为她认清了，男孩不会回来的事实。