When I am happily awaiting for a new start, your face flashed into my mind..

When everyone said I am just stubborn over my decision, your words make it firmer..

When I choose this pathway at the beginning, I never will regret about it..

No matter how many days of cooling down, it seems didnt help much in changing my mind,

still think in such a way that I am not fit to be somewhere I am not suppose to be..

I dun wish to use this method to escape away from my pain, because it wont help me at all,

instead it pull me further away from him whereas I couldnt forget him..

YES, you are right..

Every reason I gave is an excuse,

an excuse to escape your consideration and kindness..

So never choose to forgive me, as I am not going to beg for your forgiveness too..

每个人都会埋怨幸福离他们遥远，

其实幸福从没离开过他们身边，

只是他们是否能抓到幸福的模样。

I saw the symbols of my happiness, but I never will raise my hand and grab it,

because it is a visible appearance of an invisible meaning..

Sing like no one's listening, love like you're never been hurt,

dance like nobody's watching, and live like its heaven on earth..

As usual yesterday went to Orchard with Jordan again,

Christmas decoration filled Orchard street..

After that, went to meet Jason and gang without Jessica.. =PP

Manyu and Jacob shocked to saw me when I walked down to meet them,

because Manyu just got to know something and the next moment I appeared..

And then I know, my words werent said clearly, because "he" interpreted it wrongly,

but I am not going to explain anymore, just let this matter rest..

Since I knew what I want the most, since I had said whatever I should said,

it is up to "him" to listen it or not..

I stopped eating supper for more than a week, but yesterday drank BEER while playing games..

Fun games introduced by Ryan..

And I feel like going to ARMY, because they say until like can get lots of money..

$_$ $_$ $_$ $_$

My PP assessment date is out, it falls on the last slot which is 5th December,

can meet up with Jessica and Jordan after that to celebrate Jordan's birthday,

since Jordan has lesson.. =DDDD

懂得让步，才能进步。。

就算真的有能忘记痛苦的药水也没有用，

因为，爱得深就能记起曾经的种种。

它如果被我们握得紧紧的，就不会让它跑掉，

因为，我们会舍不得。。

*Today is the 59th day, it is hitting to the second month*