STUPID, Tan Yi Qiang..

Trying to make me guilty only, because he actually remember last Sunday was the 22nd but didnt remind me right on the spot..

Even though he acted strange, but I still couldnt guess what gone wrong and just do whatever I want, meet whoever I want..

Till Tuesday then I finally remembered that the day was 24th Nov, so called him and bickered throughout, so a belated celebration on Tuesday..

However, I am super tired, super shag,

reached home before 11pm, up on bed at 11.05pm..

But I still feel tired, and and I LOVE SLEEPING nowadays!!!!!

He is afraid, he is scared,

I can still differentiate these..

But I just insist on my way, insist whatever I should continue on..

The only missing one, is without your accompany..

Maybe I am seriously too stressed up this few days,

I am doing things that defeat my principle..

So I am going to refrain myself and not doing it again!!!!!

Even though I know what is wrong, but I will still do it,

exactly making a mistake when I know it is wrong..

Will it become my habit??

I hope NO, but I guess it do help me abit..

HAHAHHAHAHHA..

And I am going to confess it to Yi Qiang,

before he found out himself, I will be in dead meat..

At most kenna nag, but I dun see the point of hiding away from him..

I am so honest.. =DDDD

If the time really reaching soon, then I guess I will admit defeat again..
All because my hopes and strengths are used up, totally drained up..
Never ask me what happen, because how I hope I dunno what had happened..
Seriously, I hope something can erase away my memories, take away my rational and sensitiveness,
then I can lead the life I want, be the person I most want to be..
How much pain should I still endure in order to reach the most comfortable place??
Just take all my sorrows away, because I am really sick and tired of it..
This turn out to become my character, never will voice out anything, bottle everything up, till one day I finally collapsed then I will realise how much I have kept inside myself..