當我對你的愛幻化成恨時，請原諒我的不懂事。因爲，我已經愛不起你了。

當我落下心疼的眼淚卻挽回不了我們的感情時，請原諒我的不告而別。因爲，我希望你快樂。

當我獨自一人只能看著你唯一的相片過日時，請原諒我的自私。因爲，我來不及了。

Currently working hard on my another story, neglected it after I finished the one for Yi Qiang..

Despite I am still thinking of the ending for this story, and the middle content of this story, because I not sure if I should stick to my own style, or trying to change it..

Then I going to proceed on writing the story that belonged to me, not long ago..

I am leading my life unplanned, seriously lifelessly, aimlessly..

So what if I have dreams or hopes, so what if I trying my best to make those come true??

End up, I am still stucked here!!!!

Stucked in the life I couldnt fight through, a life that regardless how much hard work I put it there is no perfect outcome..

I judged it myself, I choose this path myself, I thought those things are important to me,

but who knows, whatever I THOUGHT doesnt seems to be mine, doesnt meant the same as what I think..

THANKS, friends..

You guys know what I really need at the point of time, CRAZINESS..

So you guys put in all your effort, in order to make me high, stay crazy..

*muacks*

It is my pleasure to know you guys, I will cherish this friendship we are holding on now,

but if one day all of you have girlfriend, do tell your girlfriend I am just a CLOSE friend of yours, if not they will get JEALOUS..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

I knew the truth behind that story, but how I hope I dunno everything..

Because that was a tragedy, a tragic ending..

A man can kept his promise for 30years, the other two can hate each other for 30years,

what had gone wrong???

Destiny again??

And it sacrificed a precious life, what in return then??

It seriously made me deep in thoughts again..

Because I never thought it will really happen in real life, even after I had heard it..

However, they are all who I known, whom I respected,

therefore, I choose to believe it..

-----------------end of emo----------------

OK, what name should I give to my god-daughter??

She is currently in the incubator due to the lack of nutrients when she was in mother's tummy,

despite Alice ate alot of nutritious stuff during her pregnancy but I think her health more or less affected it..

PLEASE, I am praying hard for the health of my precious god-daughter!!!!!

Dun disappoint me again, please..

Yi Qiang came out of many names, but he said should let the father choose it,

so I got no other choice but trying to give many options for Calvin to choose..

=DDDDDDDDDD

But I picked the Chinese name, because my Chinese is better them..

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA..

*You said, you are giving me one more year*