OK, I drunk dunno how many times for these two nights, woke up with severe hangover,

however I still ENJOY, have FUN!!!!!!!!

I and Yi Qiang finished the entire box of cigarettes in two days together,

because he said wanna smoke out of sudden and actually I wanted to smoke too so we bought one box and smoked together.. *naughty*

=DDDDDD

Once again drank those mixed drinks, played those silly games, talked about ghost stories,

and we went to explore the hills nearby my friend's house, super exciting and thrilling!!!!!

OK, despite I am super afraid but since I am the only girl there so all the guys guard me through, sweet and gentleman!!!!!!

Ended up, just felt the cold at the mid of hills then I lazy to climb anymore and keep grumble of going back, they thought I scared of walking on therefore agreed to head home..

Went back to the 'PUB HOUSE', started drinking another round,

extremely bloated after drinking so much, therefore I stopped drinking and prepared those bags and towels to serve the batch of guys..

I treated them good enough and didnt hold grudges over they went to Thailand while I am in Hongkong, (passed more than two weeks =p)

but when they were drunk started to come out with stunts!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA..

I remember hearing them saying their loved ones' name out when they were drunk,

and for once I saw some of theirs' tears..

When we gathered in a circle, playing 'TRUTH' game, one of them actually said this,

‘她不相信，而我卻連一點安全感都沒法給她，所以我放了她’

I guess the most fortunate guy among them must be Yi Qiang, because at least till now he is away from such situation..

And he might be the only one didnt face any troubles till now..

Great chat with all of them, and thanks them of appearing in my life.. =DDDD

Yi Qiang is the thread that pull all of us together, but it was their effort that maintain this friendship..

As for me, just a 19 years old girl getting involved with those guys,

without worrying about troubles or "danger", because they are all my BROTHERS!!!!

Even closer to me than my real blood-related BROTHER..

Over-protective, care and concern about me, this youngest sister..

Gave them each a BIG HUG and KISS, when I am totally sober and they all said this to me,

"不要噁心嘞！走開啦！"

But they still kissed me back too, on my hand la..*goosebumps*

HAHAHAHHAHAHHA..

One day, I will go to their house without liquor since I am always in charge of buying everything,

I am gonna change their living style, change all to vegetarian and want them to cook, drink tea instead of liquor and stop smoking..

HAHAHAHHAHAHHA..

Not only I had bad influence friends, they have me a crazy friend and the only one that able to talk back with them, jialat lo!!!!!!

=DDDDDDDD

2010 coming in two days time, I will miss 2009 because there were plenty of happy things happened maybe not happy ending but I still MISS those..

There is a kind of love that do not require to speak aloud, but those actions betray its heart..

And when it happen, the only thing to refrain will be stop reacting with the one you love..

It might be a little hurting, a little dun bear in the starting, but when you get used to it, you actually won this battle, won back the dignity..

*我們一起放棄吧！

雖然會捨不得，雖然會很疼痛，可是我們還是輸了！徹底的輸了！

到最後，只能用僅剩的力量來撐起自己，否則我們都會沒命的。

我不希望把那一點力量都用掉，因爲我的生命還沒有絕望。。*

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