It might be a little hurting when words are said out, because no much people can accept the truth, however after cruelty what come next will be a turnover..

Outsiders will think we are simply hpocrites that say and act in different way, but please think when same situation came to you I bet everyone will do the same, after all those you are facing were your friends or something precious..

Hurt it, break it, harm it,

after that the one suffering is actually oneself..

I decided to let YQ and gang let them do the thing they want,

since they are going to defend their BROTHERHOOD I should grant them,

because just imagine 7 guys surrounded you, keep asking if you make up a decision,

I GONE CRAZY~~~~

So I am fully willing to let them go,

wanted them to promise me dun hurt themselves which I think it hardly possible,

unless they can talk things out calmly..

Things need to be settled within this week, and I surprisingly found out that YQ is such effective as compared to Shawn..

He found out what gone wrong immediately when I agreed to let him off for such things,

and he can convinced the other party to talk things out before anything will to extend..

OK, he want me to say here,

"YOU ARE IMPRESSIVE"

(happy?? happy??)

Just now he told me,

whatever done cant be undone, he can only accompany me through and endure together with me, however if I am just the one who holding onto it I will then be the one who suffering the most and not the other party..

So I am gonna to be firm and strong in such situation to show my unconcern towards this matter/issue..

"It is a BOYFRIEND's job to pick up his GIRLFRIEND in her place, so no matter what I will go over to TPY and pick you up instead of letting you take train come over yourself.."

OK, this sentence was just too SWEET~~~

But all thanks to him, I am in silent for like few hours and of course being happy for that few hours.. =DDDDDD

Lastly, something is making me and my FRIEND suffocating, but we are too KIND to mention it in real life, so please bear with me here..

I totally forget how daring am I in the past while I feel like hiding the real side of myself up now, shouldnt everything be said in order to be honest??

But I guessed no matter how hard we tried, it just dun seems right so we decided to avoid it happening as much as possible..

PLEASE, make our life better in the future thus stop torturing us anymore!!!