Laptop Baby giving me problem, but no matter I still LOVE it as much~~~

Just pray hard that it can listen to me at least for 3 more days,

after UT tomorrow, after report submission, after stopping the urge of tweet-ing..

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA..

Sometime I also confused why will I be like this when I wanted myself be like the other way,

who know one day maybe I will die because I think too much..

*oops*

There are too much to go through, after all I am just 20 not even half of my life span,

if I can live till 80 years old??

=DDDDDD

YQ told me,

"admit your status and I will be hanging around with your friends instead.."

Unreasonable ar???

The other hand, it means he had admitted his status that is why I need to hang out with his friends and those 'zhang bei'..

GOD~~~~

Maybe chatted with Xiujing about the past,

then I realised, that year that time, when I fell for Jacob and he rejected,

I changed too, started not to believe the word LOVE,

but when he came back to me now, I changed again,

not only no feelings exist, also I have a kind of habit very bad habit..

-爱情洁癖-

The feelings must stay there before I give it up myself,

not only I am stubborn, I rely on those feelings to maintain everything,

when feelings is gone, everything just fade off simply..

Maybe I can share my boyfriend with lots of people, but not the heart of his and not my feelings in the relationship..

One day, I will wake up my mind and realised,

I am actually not that great, just simply fake a strong character to avoid every sorrow..

Which means, I am escaping from reality, something I HATE so much ever since young..

YQ finish his reservice this Thursday, cause Friday is a public holiday so booking out on Thursday, he mentioned before really considering to take Canadian identity,

then he plan till long long time in future, if we can be together forever,

our children will be CBC,

CANADIAN born CHINESE..

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA..

OK, need rush for my report..

Just manage to hit 1.5k words nia, whereby I need 3k words,

TYQ why arent you beside me when I need you???

*only miss you in such time*

宝贝，

我想你还是最棒的那个

=D